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Living in manila feels like a simulation

Warning: Long Rant Ahead.

Mag oone year na ko na lumipat dito sa manila for studies. I was born somewhere in a quiet province in region 3. Spent five years in Baguio. I dont have expectations, okay? Pero shuta living in Manila feels like a survival mode

1.) I feel like im being stripped away of my dignity when i ride a jeep. Papasok ka palang, barurot na agad. Bahala ka na kumapit. Siguro halos 40% ng jeep encounter ko, may batang nagsosobre, may baliw na makikisakay. One time nagabot lang ako ng bayad yung katabi ko biglang nagsalita na galing palang mental 😭 Binigyan ko nalang ng pera baka bawian ako

2.) Sobrang daming squammy. I walk my way home at laging naririnig sa daan na nagmumurahan.

3.) I walk my way from school to condo. A good 15 mins walk. Parang asa simulation ka talaga. Eto lang choices mo, makakakita ng baliw na nagmumura o tae tae sa daan or dugyot na basura sa daan.

4.) Ang lala talaga ng security sa bandang pureza since im always that area. Ang daming homeless at pulubi. Just today, one man crawled the jeep, biglang nagsalita in a creepy slow motion way

I cant wait to leave Manila. I love Makati more tbh mas bearable kesa dito. Ayon lang parant. Wala na talagang pag asa kahit sino umupo

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u/paulxkimmy — 5 days ago

27F, VA & a 6th year dental student

I am addicted to saving lately. 6 months ko palang ginagawa..Putting 10k and paying myself first. Graduating na din ako kaya mas marami na din maiipon. Supporting parent's utilities in the province while I pay for all my expenses. 5 years na ko na V.A pero now ko lang to naisip 🤣 Cheers!

u/paulxkimmy — 8 days ago

DIM: Ilocos Empanada

Idk ever since nakatikim ako nung empanada sa esplanade, I have been eating an embarrassing amount of empanada. Pinaka madami na is twice a week pero it's something that i can eat weekly. I have tried maybe 10 empanada from different sellers and im still not out of my empanada phase. 😭😭😭

Im also like this na pag nagustuhan yung isang bagay for example, pure matcha latte in sb i rarely change order. Is this a psychological disorder or am i just patay gutom 😭😭😭😭😭

u/paulxkimmy — 9 days ago

Bat nakakabad trip pag walang dilig?

Help a woman out here. IM REALLY REALLY FRUSTRATED. I live a very stressful life. Last sem of dent and a VA with high responsibilities. My bf and I only meet during fri-sat so our sex life is "scheduled" on these days. I live in a condo with a roomie so we cant do quality sex unless a quickie.

Before his scheduled trip back to his work place, nagdecide kami mag sogo. He asked me to pay in card for the room. I said yes no prob. I was so happy because we both came. Im expecting a QUALITY S£X that would make me O. Maybe 2 rounds or hopefully 3.

It isnt different from the quickie we were having. Five minutes. Done. He came. Again, it was a watching party. We bet rot. Ang bagal ng wifi. We couldnt watch anything. We played a video game. Napuputol. My head is getting hot. I was there to get laid!!!!

Mind you i told him that mainitin ang ulo ko sa kanya lately because we are not doing it often and he needs to seriously fck me hard. 3 weeks before i told him i bought my new s3x toy.

Now what. Im never gonna go back to Sogo. Im so mad. The only thing that made us stay longer is because the mid tasting food took so long. Nagcheckout kami even before we could finish that three hours.

Im unsatisfied. Im gonna fucking see patients this week and work hard, but 100% underfvcked. (Not an invite to message me).

I'm probably gonna be scrolling through nsfw subs here wishfully thinking it was me and with some bitterness, maybe redirect the stress and add a lot of items in my Shein cart instead. 😭😭😭😭

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u/paulxkimmy — 24 days ago