u/pencilhand17

especially sondesh.... but edike calorie deficit o korte chai..

🤡😔any tips guys how to avoid sugary cravings

So that I can get few of you who can understand some references to talk about 👉👈

So I'm lately been holding a lot, my situation and environment both are getting worse

I'm a highschool student, living in india

I live in a room, one room sharing with my parents and a sibling

Now my father is very narcissistic and ego fueled man and my mom is overly sensitive. He treats my mother like a pity creature. I have been grown watching both fight. So i somehow unknowingly use dad's taunting to her often. It just happens..idk..she really doesn't deserve this

And my first childhood memory, like whenever I try to remember I see my father hitting me because I couldn't give him lessons from my school. I'm intelligent and bright kid buty father's behaviour detoriated me in personality wise and academic wise.I left as a avg kid now.

I have seen my mom crying out of pain. I have heard my father constantly putting her down in every conversation. Today I told my father that mom didn't speak up for my safety at the bus, He's been in a good mood quite a few days as a daughter i felt like saying to my dad, but he's been storing up anger to let out somewhere, he spoke that I should maintain my dignity and protect myself , i could clearly see my mom was frustrated like why do you even have to say that now.

after some time when it was bedtime my mom said something in a loud voice and hit her face with his foot and bleed her lips. She started crying. I was feeling like trash and blaming myself, I don't know how wil l survive these...that moment i couldn't control myself my mind was fully chaotic i started punching my head with my hands...and guess what he didn't even apologize and yeah never ever does that. He never ever says good compliments whenever needed...

And there's my brother who's been victim of this ended up became a academic faliure tries to escape from phone or sports.He regularly gets scolds from both of them..he escapes more.

i can't bear this...... anymore. How do I survive.

So I'm lately been holding a lot, my situation and environment both are getting worse

I'm a highschool student, living in india

I live in a room, one room sharing with my parents and a sibling

Now my father is very narcissistic and ego fueled man and my mom is overly sensitive. He treats my mother like a pity creature. I have been grown watching both fight. So i somehow unknowingly use dad's taunting to her often. It just happens..idk..she really doesn't deserve this

And my first childhood memory, like whenever I try to remember I see my father hitting me because I couldn't give him lessons from my school. I'm intelligent and bright kid buty father's behaviour detoriated me in personality wise and academic wise.I left as a avg kid now.

I have seen my mom crying out of pain. I have heard my father constantly putting her down in every conversation. Today I told my father that mom didn't speak up for my safety at the bus, He's been in a good mood quite a few days as a daughter i felt like saying to my dad, but he's been storing up anger to let out somewhere, he spoke that I should maintain my dignity and protect myself , i could clearly see my mom was frustrated like why do you even have to say that now.

after some time when it was bedtime my mom said something in a loud voice and hit her face with his foot and bleed her lips. She started crying. I was feeling like trash and blaming myself, I don't know how wil l survive these...that moment i couldn't control myself my mind was fully chaotic i started punching my head with my hands...and guess what he didn't even apologize and yeah never ever does that. He never ever says good compliments whenever needed...

And there's my brother who's been victim of this ended up became a academic faliure tries to escape from phone or sports.He regularly gets scolds from both of them..he escapes more.

i can't bear this...... anymore. How do I survive.

Give me some tips and woh project mein kaise kare writing wagera pls help, dua milegi

I took applied maths jane kis Khushi mein liya tha, mein 10th maths mein bohot bekar rhi 11th mein humanities ke laga applied maths lelo scope milega, critical thinking bhi hogi... bro now I'm in 12th and I'm running from it...

whenever I see maths i panic

itna ulle ka patha hu mein

meri combination suno

English

geography (compulsory)

political science (compulsory)

Sociology

Applied maths

commercial art

bhai mein ab kya karu........

So this is like, I had these interests in Philosophy, political views and Movie analysis or Art.

Like I don't deep dive to all of it but when it happens I'm fully into it. The thing If you people have these type of interests, do dm me so that we can talk/ discuss about something for wider perspective. Maybe it your little late realisation or experience and your nerdy knowledge.. I'm here to read.

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See, after a point of solitude you crave for some connection. A genuine connection. Where you share your interests, yapping about it, talking about your experiences and get laughed off. I have been through a prolonged period not that I am saying i don't enjoy my own company that's my most favourite to do, Nd always prioritise that... but I think about that what if feels to have someone nd make memories because for like 1 year I just went alone, ate, all things I did by own. Now I almost forgot how it feels like to be with someone. Something changed Because I wasn't like this, I used to have huge friends group and used to laugh w everyone.But now I just think I analyze after every conversation.

I don't know how to stop these— it's a result of being disappointed by life. haha.

I know, I need to change my perception about people and care less. But it doesn't get you all the time. You can't be nonchalant for life.

Maybe I'm ranting over here. or maybe I'm sharing an experience here. All depends on your perspective.

so anyone here going thru or can relate, I'm here to listen.

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The mentalist

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