Uncomprehending
Hi everyone,
I have a follow-up appointment with my doctor to discuss my biopsy results and creating a treatment plan. I have Stage 1, Low-Grade Papillary RCC, 5.3 cm tumor. It is likely I will be put on active surveillance.
I'm very fortunate that this was caught early, even though my already poorly functioning kidneys from PKD (eGFR 21, Creatinine 2.6, so it’s stage 4 CKD) pose a bigger threat. Still, I am almost thinking it's no big deal.
I've been trying to just understand, \*comprehend\* that I have cancer. I mean, I say it to myself: "I have cancer. \*Cancer\*. It's like me looking at a mixed up Rubik's cube before I even try to solve it.
Anyone else feel this way? Thank you in advance for all your insights.