u/plutowoodo_

Left my partner of 5 years who hated my guts. Dont know what to do with myself anymore.

Came out to my family and they said they all accept me! But wont use my pronouns ever and wont think of me as my true gender. Yippee! Ciggarettes and Achohol for dinner

Wasn't enough as a woman dont know why I thought I'd be better as man.

Hotel breakfast I got after my boyfriend told me he'd rather be intimate with gay men. I should just ropemaxx.

After 5 years being hopelessly obsessed with and addicted to a pratner who hated my guts and made my trust issues worse rather than reassuring me, I have been completely swept away and consumed by my new partner. They're everything I've never even thought to want or need because I thought I was undeserving. I honestly believed my existence was to give love that I would never recieve, or love more than was humanely possible to ask back in response. It was so hard to leave my ex, I thought I would die without him but my boyfriend now, (squeals and bursts into flames in excitement) has filled every crevice of my brain so wholly that I dont even have time to think ab my ex. We constantly exchange "I love you's" Hug and hold each other and he reassures me without even needing to be asked. I wish I had taken the plunge earlier toward someone who is as obsessed with me as I am them. Dating a fellow yandere is truly restoring my self esteem and trust issues.