Generally I eat lunch at around 1-2 pm and dinner at 7-8. But then I get knocked out by 9 pm and end up waking way earlier than I really need to. I want to be able to do shit at night. I'm trying to lose weight so having a snack and then eating dinner later isn't really managable. Can't lower my dose because I'm on the lowest dose possible at 10 mg. (I have a very pathetic liver)
I'm being treated with antipsychotics but I have paranoia, magical thinking, some hallucinations, and i feel way fucking stupider. I thought he'd say something about what he thinks it is, but no, i just have no name or community to go to. I have had a w psychotic episode before but that was years ago and honestly I'm not sure if I'm in psychosis rn. I also had severe depression after and during it.
But I'm not depressed now. And it confused my psychiatrist so much that he asked ME what i thought it was . Lmakaodosoaoamamw.w.wmjj
I'm lowkey being a wimp about it ig but i had psychosis once before when i was 12. I had an NP at the time so he wasn't really suited for it and diagnosed me wrongly with psychotic depression. It didn't line up but i got put on antipsychotics gained 40 lbs felt like shit but it disappeared. Now i have psychotic symptoms again but no delusions just other psychotic symptoms including negative ones. And a shit ton of ipseity disturbance. So I qualify for psychosis but my insight is really good aside from my paranoia. Idk what's wrong and it stunned my psychiatrist so much he asked ME what I thought the issue was. He mainly deals with adolescents with autism and shit not whatever clusterfuck I have
My mom doesn't really know and doesn't wanna talk about it. My friend is there and i don't wanna burden her by venting so much. I don't have anyone else