u/professor22442

So ill keep it short me and my ex my first and last gf we dated for around 3 years and in that time we did ldr for 2.5 years but before that she used to live near my town only so we had met each other couple of time but now as we broke up cuz she said she cant do ldr anymore and its been 6 months since we broke up and she has blocked me from everywhere possible where i could text her and in upcoming month like in 1-2 month its her birthday so should i wish her or not?

So it was started when we were not in long distance she was used to live just 30 mins drive from my home and we also met each other few times but after 5-6 months she shifted to a different country with her whole family and since then we were doing long distance

We used to play games each other and used to tell each other about how our day went, i used to know all her friends and cousins and she used to know my Freinds and cousins but idk after 2.5 years of long distance things started to feel like off from her side she starter replying rudely and it felt like she was just replying me back like i was texting to a chatbot i though its just a few days thing and everything will be alright in just couple of days

But on a random day she started giving me excuses that she has her exams she needs to study she needs break from this relationship and eventually she came to the point where she told she wants to breakup and as every guy does i also did the same that i tried to stop to not to breakup i tried giving her solutions and that dont worry ill end this relationship asap and we will meet soon but she had made herself clear and she didnt even wanted to talk to me and wanted to remove me from her life completely for months i used to cry alone cuz i used to miss her a lot even tho it was a ldr but she was like a family to me. It was my 1st relationship and i didnt know how to handle a breakup and when we broke up it felt like i have lost a part of me which i though i would never lose i just dont have words to explain how i felt that time

Today its been more than 6 months since we have broken up and yea sometimes i still miss her i miss the time we used to talk daily and used to tell each other about our days even now when i achieve something big in life i always feel like if she would have stayed with me i would haven been discussing my achievement to her by now

I deleted all her photos but i only kept 2 photos in my gallery and the photos are of the time we first meet so we took some selfies so i only have those pics with me

Ik its next to impossible for us to get back together but sometimes i still miss her and wish to talk to her again just for once but i wanna talk to her so badly but she has blocked me from everywhere i cant do anything now