Long story short I punched a box rather than my coworkers face. Better the box than his face. It's been going on long enough nobody wants to do anything about it. So I quite but my boss said no fuck all this shit 🤬
I think I'm truly done trying in love and relationships. I mean it's great if you find your person that's awesome. It's not that I don't believe in love I'm just tired of pouring into people who don't do the same for me. I don't think I'm meant for relationships because truthfully there exhausting and draining. I'm happy with my friends having my little doggos and just doing what makes me happy I feel at peace when I'm alone. Does anyone else feel like this? I'm not mad I don't hate men it's just so much effort to keep showing up for men who don't do the same.
I found this little Chihuahua and added her to my pack can you tell me her name?
I wanna say thank you to my friends and family who are always there for me. Thank you for loving me and supporting me. We aren't promised tomorrow and I know that very well.Thank you for calling and checking on me it means everything. offering words of encouragement. Just thank you from my heart 💜.I love you guys and will always do my best to show up for you.
I want to disappear peacefully and quietly not talk to anyone. I'm tired and I just want it to stop. I'm not crying out for help I just want to disappear I'm tired. I don't feel anything inside like I used to.
So I go for a routine mammogram and I have had breast cancer before but thankfully I was alright. This time is different because they found a smaller mass I'm hoping it's not the same thing but wanted to hear from other ladies if you ever had an irregular mammogram and it came back fine when you did an ultrasound?
I'm hoping for the best 🤞🏻
Sorry I won't say men I'll say boys. I'm convinced most boys are cucks and just want ass from a woman and yes I'm speaking about myself. I met this man who truly likes me I hung out with him we didn't sleep together this time because I wanted my time with him to be authentic and his cousin came with him and I wanted to be respectful. My ex asked if we had sex bc yes I was still friends with him. The funny thing is I told him the truth but there's another guy I'm friends with who's been trying to get into my pants bc I'm single so I said we had sex and I was with him so he'd leave it alone and just be my friend. Long story short my ex is a cuck and so is this guy I keep him as a friend bc I have a big dumb heart and keep people in my life longer than I should. Anyway I let my manipulative ex log into my account and ofc he found the messages saying I did stuff with this guy when I didn't just to keep him off my ass. So the ex blocked me and called me a liar ok cool. I can't please everyone anymore I think the guy will call Steve that came to visit me deserves a chance with me he went out of his way to see me made me feel safe happy and content and you know what he didn't try to do get in my pants. There were definitely signals but he knows what my past has been like dating other "boys". He's a good man who actually listens and gives a damn. I think it's time to date an actual man and take out the so called friends out of my life for good. I'm gonna give myself some actual peace and happiness. Instead of boys who don't know what they want.
I've tried and tried to be there for you. Yes I'm your ex but you came to me for support and I told you I'd always have your back. The last time we spoke I said I wished you well even though you degraded me like so many times before. What was your reaction??? Whatever... Ok so I blocked you once again why? Because you don't respect me or care about my feelings. You sat there and said I was just like your last ex excuse me did I try to get back at you ever? No I let you be I called on your birthday to wish you a happy one. Even after everything I've been kind because I care. You called me yesterday blowing up my phone from a private number I finally answered after so many calls to say i was busy and was at work which you knew. What you didn't know is what took place at work and how my coworker got punched and was filling out a police report bc only that is important to you is you. I tried to reach out today to make sure you're ok even though you wouldn't do the same. Now you have blocked me why because I didn't jump when you called? Ok then M I'm tired all I ever was, was good to you. Take care hope your life gets better...
You just want attention, you don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new
Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start
You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you...literally what it is you don't want me you never wanted me. You get your heart broken by another you claim it was like nothing you had before. You messed up you want me to help you pick up the pieces. I tell you I don't wanna sleep with you or suck your d*** but I'll be a friend and stand by you after all the s*** you put me through and that's not enough for you??? Then I say I'm hanging with some good people and you question it and say I'm basically not allowed to do anything if I feel inclined to try something with someone else that it's gross to you..???.... That's a joke even when we weren't together I was faithful while you were F******* her. Ok cool