u/reda_tmp

been practicing 9k recently. my skin aint cutting it.

any good skins u guys have?

guys i really need your help here okay?

so i was posting content on my instagram account(reda.smp)

and i caught the attention this one female online. she dm'd me and we started talking(never told her i was asexual) and the thing is that i cant even reject ppl because id feel bad. but shes REALLY into me and im not into her AT ALL. she went as far as touching herself to me.

and that kinda digusted me a lot.

i seriously cant get my hands to block her. shes so happy that i exist and im the main reason she enjoys life again. but i honestly need to get rid of her. faking my love for her is the worst thing ever. but ghosting her would make me feel bad about myself

(REALLY bad)

i need a way TO MAKE HER lose feelings for me

i rlly need help pls

to the asexual guys. how do u cope with getting called gay(if that happens) whenever u decide to tell ppl abt ur sexuality.

like i swear bro i just dont fw girls like that. THAT DOESNT AUTOMATICALLY MEAN I LIKE DIH. hello?

guys do u sometimes force the idea that u wanna have seggs with someone. like really try your best at feeling sexual attraction and all u get is being hard for 6 seconds. or thinking its disgusting? i really wanna know how you guys feel about certain things so i can make sure i really am asexual yk

okay so i don't use reddit often but i installed it to ask for help about my sexuality. its kind of odd and english isnt my main but i hope i find help.

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basically. i grew up in a STRICT household. youre either straight. or out of the house. so i never thought much about sexuality. nor did i believe in it as a kid. growing up in elementary school. i DID FIND ATTRACTION towards a set of females. i thought that made me straight :D

but now im in highschool. and something really odd is happening to me..

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its that i don't know if what im feeling is attraction or admiring or whatever 💔

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i see a female and say "she looks good" and go with my day. its like i lost feelings.. BUTTT

online i doo find some boys/girls very attractive but very few and my taste in females/males is soooo odd. and i still dont understand if i like someone. or just wanna spend my life with him/her. or lust over them.

to not cause any confusion. my current situation is no physical attraction to any gender(before it was bisexual[is that what they call it])

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but yea i feel like im the only person who will understand what i wrote

lollll

also guys if im asexual does that mean ill just be lonely forever.

i crave connection but no romantic/physical interest is in my heart anymore

okay so i don't use reddit often but i installed it to ask for help about my sexuality. its kind of odd and english isnt my main but i hope i find help.

​

basically. i grew up in a STRICT household. youre either straight. or out of their house. so i never thought much about sexuality. nor did i believe in it as a kid. growing up in elementary school. i DID FIND ATTRACTION towards a set of females. i thought that made me straight :D

but now im in highschool. and something really odd is happening to me..

​

its that i don't know if what im feeling is attraction or admiring or whatever 💔

​

i see a female and say "she looks good" and go with my day. its like i lost feelings.. BUTTT

online i doo find some boys/girls very attractive but very few and my taste in females/males is soooo odd. and i still dont understand if i like someone. or just wanna spend my life with him/her. or lust over them.

to not cause any confusion. my current situation is no physical attraction to any gender(before it was bisexual[is that what they call it])

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but yea i feel like im the only person who will understand what i wrote

lollll

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