u/retromani

talked to a guy i thought was pretty cute and had an interesting personality for about 3 weeks. the convos were deep, personal and also fun. he talked in depth about his struggle with mental health.

i think he was lonely, and needed some sort of emotional intimacy but decided to seek physical intimacy instead, and i happened to be there.

once he got what he needed to feel good enough, there was no point in interacting with me anymore

i hope he realizes that one day, every feeling he's stuffing down will explode in his face

this generations obsession with coming off ok will genuinely ruin their lives

i went out on a solo date to a late night korean restaurant for some jjamppong and kimbap

eta: jjamppong is soooooooo fucking good y'all

eta: some extra context cause there are some really weird comments here

we had agreed early on that we were both seeking long term relationships. we talked for almost a month before seeing each other in person.

when he came over (he drove 2hrs), he worked on my car, helped me move furniture, and built a hutch for my kitchen i had from amazon. he volunteered to do all this. i had the tools, skills, and money to do all this myself.

he had brought his guitar with him and serenaded me

i asked him his intentions for a relationship with me and he said he wanted to support me, to make me happy, and to help me with anything i needed help with

this wasn't a casual interaction

im not upset that i did an adult thing (im 27, come on, grow up), it's just annoying to interact with people who are emotionally unavailable, and i say that as someone who has been deemed an avoidant by my therapist

filled up my tank for the first time in over 3 weeks today

i genuinely tend to forget the last time i got gas

2017 V Five, 88k miles

i read the other day someone talking about paying $70 to fill up a camry

eta: i never said i drove this car very efficiently lol

i work from home, most of my trips are 15 minutes one way at most, speeding on the highway, never anything longer than that.

i also park and listen to music up to 2hrs just for the vibes

~ im actually doing that right now lol, it's been an hour, lemme get out of here

hi y'all!!

last month i posted after getting my high nostril piercings, today i finally got my mantis piercings!!!!

im sooooooo excited to have these, ive been wanting it for months now.

may 7th is my bday, so this is my gift to myself yayyyyyy :))

i genuinely thought my nose size would limit how much i could get done, im so glad my piercers saw the vision i had

i cant wait till everything is healed and i can start experimenting with my jewelry

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH🤸🏿🤸🏿🤸🏿🤸🏿