u/rid_1n

Like genuinely, i stuttered so much, i forgot what my trigger warning was wtf acc

It ma birday, i might post another thing, but yeah that it

We never thought it would come to this but after several things have happened we decided this needed to be done as we are concerned for the safety of others. Both those involved and others who may interact with someone involved. Please do not take this as a sign to harass this person or reach out to them. We do not condone harassment, rather take this as a reminder to stay safe online, and remember that even if you think someone is your friend that isn’t always the case. Reading the screenshots isn’t necessary for comprehension, we just wanted to be fully transparent so we provided them. If you have any questions please ask them in the comments so we can answer them for everyone to see. I am posting this as I have been minimally involved, I am not the one who wrote this doc.

I never thought that I would have to go this far, but go figure, read all of it before passing a judgement on whether it's bad or not. Whenever I'm quoting something someone said referring to myself, I will refer to myself as RAC.

So a while ago, like in February or something, I sent a picture of something I was building, and forgot to crop the name of it out of the picture (I'm a developer working on a train game). The station was named after my crush (as a joke), lets call her SM here. So my game server of a few people I trusted (the ones of note we'll call RA1, RR, QFL, HAZ and ER) were like "why is it named Port SM" and since I trusted them, I told them I had a crush on SM, which was a stupid idea in hindsight as you will read on to see. RA1, RRM and HAZ were mocking me for not following the religion I no longer believe in, and QFL was pushing me to ask her out. This was in the holidays, so I have not a full idea of what happened during the holidays, but by what I've been told by BV and just generally by looking at what they'd done, RA1 and HAZ had told their entire friend groups, the people of note we'll call RA2, APM, HAH, ZR, MZ, AM1, AC and DW, and I believe RA1 and HAZ worded it in a way that made it look like me and SM were already in a relationship (which we weren't, we were just friends, and I think SM'd probably tell me to use that term liberally), and thus RA2 and AP started saying stuff like >!"SM flashed us"!<, >!"APM's gonna r#pe SM"!<, and >!"APM's gunna r#pe RAC"!<. Around the same time this came into fruition, my discord and reddit accounts got hacked (alright maybe a little earlier, like I'd say first week of March), this is a new account for that reason, but I did get my discord back at the start of April, and I can tell you it was horrendous lmao (it also literally lost my friendship with ER)

So, this stuff had been happening, and at the same time I kinda dared ER to tell SM I liked her (with money involved). He told SM and one of her close friends (we'll call her PAT), and their reaction to that info was unintelligible (partially because I was half-conscious) but it was quite a happy expression. Bad move ik.

Anyway, after that, this stuff had been going on, it had been kinda contained I'd say, atleast on my side, I'm not sure what the hell was happening for SM, but this was until one Friday in the middle of March, in which me and QFL were talking about a highlighter (that is relevant to SM, but I won't say how), which another person, which we'll call AM2, along with RA1 and HAZ, decided to say something along the lines of, to the whole class, "Oh RAC and SM are together", and the class was just, gosh. Now for context, I'm autistic, and part of my diagnosis was that I solid up in emotionally stressful situations. So the teacher, lets call him Mr.IK1, asked me about it, and I didn't answer, and QFL threw my coat on top of my head and made it seem like I did that myself. Two people, lets call them JA and RRF, told me they knew SM and were going to text her about it, and then other characters, like AH and SA1, were just taking the mick out of me.

So that went like how you'd think it'd go.

That was left to saunter over the weekend, because why tf not, and then by Monday, basically everyone in my year group knew (thats like what, 360 people?), which caused me and SM to stop communicating completely. Repeats of some of the stuff I've heard had been echoed and batted around by everyone in the HAZ/RA2 friendgroup (who call themselves roadmen for some reason) and it was getting infuriating, so the next week, I managed to get sources ahold that SM thought (or rather were misinformed) it was me saying all this bullsh!t, which honestly, wtf. And someone acquainted with her, which i'll call APF, told me that they were going to report it. I was in a similar headspace myself at the time, and one eventful morning I kinda crashed out at my form tutor (lets call her Miss CT) and she told me that she would bring it up with the Head of Year team. Which she did. So I just reported everything above this to the HOYT at the time, and they said they could do nothing about it, other than about APM, which they sanctioned. I also sent SM a letter, which she, PAT, and someone we'll call AA1, read and discarded. (AA1 USED TO be a friend of mine)

I got my discord account back on the last day of school before the Easter break, and I wont talk about what was on there, just saying that it was disgusting and QFL, HAZ, and RRM was doing my head in with stuff from it. I argued that I didnt write it, I have evidence to show that I wasnt online (I reflect my IP address for my phone off of an offshore connection and it was a UK connection, not Switzerland, and this was a computer connection), but they obviously didnt believe it because it looks like a more clean narative, even though it's such a fucking mess in reality.

That went by, and I reported QFL to the HOY for defamation, and they just told him to shut up. Which was funny. Around the same time, DW wanted to bring himself in apparently, so he did. He started saying less potent stuff than what I've heard, but nevertheless it was disgusting anyway. For the next full two months, people like HAZ, AA2, ZR, AM1, MZ and AC were just being an echobox from stuff like asking stuff about her, to stuff like the three occasions where HAZ or AC literally threatened s#xual assault, and ZR made a passive comment like >!"Hey isnt RAC the one banging SM?"!< which has caused me to feel awful, and has taken me to the extent of thoughts of just causing mass genocide of everyone involved other than SM, PAT, and a few of my friends.

This has also extended to stalking online aswell. My discord, last month, got shared with like half the year, aswell as a server that I moderate, and we've had to ban DW from there for harassment (of me), and HAZ has been muted like twice for a similar reason, with QFL being muted 8 times (the most I've ever done for ANYONE in my HISTORY of moderating on discord). My TikTok also got shared around (which forced me to delete all my videos), and so did like SM and PAT's. It hasnt gotten better after HOY "tried" to deal with it for the third time, and actually it has been getting worse, to the point that Ive had to write a warning to SM warning her of this (which she discarded without reading I think), and ask for your help. And SM is even scared of me now, which is funny, because as much as I like her, I am also scared of her, partially because she could probably take me out in two punches.

Some of my friends, we'll call them HAI, AH and IK2, were trying to ask me to actually talk to her in person and clear this up, but there was a part of me thinking that that isnt a good idea because of what happened being so serious. Even then, AH turned away from that plan as soon as SM talked to him, and at this point I think even someone we'll call JL, who usually stays out of trouble, is willing to help. RRM is only realising the sheer scope of the situation now, and somoene we'll call MM knows but thinks it should just be left alone but maybe to talk to her.

I dont know what to fucking do atp. Help. Because I dont like what seems to be about to happen and I know it's coming.

I've skipped over some stuff due to being mostly irrelevant

So apparently im dyslexic and cant read, so AMA! I dont mind any question tbh