u/rim_ram

Hi girliess!!

Got my blood checkup done last week and the reports explain the symptoms. I have been feeling dizzy out of nowhere which never happened earlier, lot of stress going on(life) etc.

I am going to doctor for consultation on weekend, though wanted to check anyone who has severely low as ferritin 14, b12 130, vitamin d 20.

I am already researching on how and what all to include in my diet to optimize it. Do any of you were able to recover the values at optimal range through food and supplements?

Also pls drop your suggestions for trusted supplement brands, I get too confused on every search and close the page everytime!

This is going to be very vague, I am posting at 2 in the night, just a rant.

I kinda feel to take all of this love in my heart out, and to throw it somewhere where noone even I cannot access it.

What do I do with it? The worst part I shouldn't have this, on how I was treated in this world, brought up without parents, paved my way somehow, where everyone saw convenience in me, how I am useful enough to them to not let go but to love? I escaped homes in search of peace & love because no one wanted me to leave, I saw their torture wrapped in care and ehsaan.

Even rn 1-2 people whom I can say they love me, are possesive of me, they get scared If they hear I have someone new in my life, they want me all by themselves with no space for anyone else. They should be my 1st, though I am their 5-6-7... Yes they love me but.

I believe in freedom in love, I would never want you to be cages in my life but fly higher be it any relationship, friend, cousin, partner.

I loved one man for 10 years, married him and nothing in the world could make him treat me right, from being emotionally abusive to what not. Finally I left 6 months back, and now he wants me back because he didn't realised ll that happened when he treated me like shit, he again wants me in his life, the irony? No one wants me to leave them, but they can't love me, it's always with conditions, If I do this maybe then they will love me or if I do that, then...

I have started thinking of future partners and my ex-partner was my 1st, I have heard all the shitty dating stories and what not.

I know if I take that route I will be made a fool of again, get my heart broken into more pieces again, but what do I do with this love from which I want to care for someone, and do what not.. ykwim?

And maybe more than that, for once I want to feel protected, safe, loved in someone's arms. How foolish of me right? Yeah I know about all the self help concepts, decentering people/men, focusing on goals yeah yeah I also read about it, I work at a good job, go to gym, cook my meals and all stuff but what do I do with this feeling?

I just want to feel something which is real, anything. But something?!

The longing to love and to be loved!

Hi ladies, this is for the girls who are planning to buy their own home all by themselves or have already done it, pls shed some light on how to do it?

I am 29 rn, live in Bangalore, and every house in a decent society touches 70l approx even for 1 bhk.

I don't have that much of savings, and yeah we can go for loan and stuff but with this ongoing market, where we don't know what will happen by next year, how are you guys planning it?

I am literally done & exhausted with the whole world, and need one place which I can call my own, my own home but all this cycle in the world, I don't know how to even get started.

I want to own in a decent society, 1bhk is also enough, if found a good deal then 2bhk maybe, but I don't want to totally empty myself while buying a home because of all the reasons.