u/rimworldyo

Hi all,

I've started watching the show a couple days ago, reached season 2 today and just watch the episode where Boyd end up in this hole and gets to know Martin, the former Marine that is cuffed to the wall there.

Given the fact that dude is cuffed to the wall, who did throw Boys the Rope?

Or rather: is this just a plothole or will get addressed in the show later on? I'm just wondering since Boyd did not ask how the fuck the cuffed guy was able to throw him the rope.

Hi all,

long story short, we never had the best relationship, but after my dad died 3 years ago I made my "peace" with her.

I made the mistake to keep calling her once per week the same way I called my dad. Before that I did not even talk to her. For close to 20 years.

Now, she completely refuses to consider our "history" and just keeps demanding stuff while complaining about basically everything.

I live 800km away, I struggle with a condition that could be cfs for 4 years now, on top of being autistic and having ADHD.

My mother -most likely- has her own set of diagnoses, but never bothered to see a therapist because everyone else always is the problem.

Just an example of the leven of nonesense I have to deal with:

She has 80th birthday in a few days and for weeks or months now she is complaining I don't come visit her.

On Friday my urinal bag broke (and I had none to change) and I could not sleep whole night since my bladder did send me to the bathroom every 20-30min.

On Saturday I call her, only get to the mailbox and explain real quick, that I cannot talk since I had not slept all night which made my whole situation even worse, tell her I would call her on her birthday this week then.

What followed was a 11min long voice mail to my phone, where in the first 20seconds she is like "oh you poor thing, always such bad luck"; followed by 10.5min monologue of complaints, how she would have expected my call, how I would be sellfish and what not.

She simply could have called me back, but it's her thing to just send me angry voice mails on a regular basis to complain.

Yesterday for mothers day I did not call her despite having been able to get my hands on a new urinal bag and I 100% know, when I call her on her birthday she will give me another 10-15min monologue with complaints because of that.

Today I woke up already feeling like shit and looks like I'm in another crash, yet again because of the stress my mother is causing with her shenangians.

The thing is though: as someone being unable to work, the heritage I could get when she dies most likely will be the only thing that will keep me from being homeless because the conservative-right party here already is removing the social welfare system step by step and a worse party is about to get into the government after next elections.

I'm longterm unemployed by now, I'm autistic, I'm trans, I'm chronically ill. I'm super scared for my future and the heritage I potentially could get most likely will be the only thing keeping me from becoming homeless in a few years.

At the same time, every contact with my mother as well as avoided contact is sending me into PEM.

(and yes, I tried to talk to her multiple times already, she doesn't listen and she doesn't care)

What do I do?

Hi all,

I jsut fucked up my run royally.

Did buy the game few days ago on steam, did get the Karnok and Mak DLCs as well.

Today was on Mak and had a set up that felt 100% save, super strong. Went on a 7 matches winning streak against players in PVP.

I don't know the names of the items, but I had this item that gives a new skill every day in my bank and the staff (?) that does 100 dmg per skill in my inventory, it was enchanted with fiery and multicast, on silver (or gold) lvl giving around 2k hits with 200 burn dmg x2 after around 9.6 seconds and it had 40% crit.

The rest was also burn stuff and some regen but honestly, I would not have even needed any other item since that combo was so strong.

Long story short: I only started playing Mak today and was not fully aware of the "change your left item when you sell this catalyst card".

Well, what can I say, I was greedy and wanted to get a large item reward and decided to sell catalysts in order to make room to get said reward and then be able to sell it.

Ended up with a "give 40 burn" card in my first slot.

The run could have been an easy max win run. Currently at 7 which is the highest I had so far.

FML.

Will not ragequit the game obviously, having WAY too much fun with this. Just wanted to vent.

hi all,

my mother keeps complaining about me not being emotional and emotions are just so weird to me.

With other people or myself I don't feel much emotions and usually am just annoyed and stressed by them...and when "bad things" happen it feels like I have emotions on a more rational, cognitive basis but not really "feel" them if at all.

At the same time I get overwehlemed easily when watching movies and often will start crying not only when sad things happen, but sometimes even when good things happen. Whenever I think about losing my dog, I will instantly get sad and start crying and I also had situations where an ambulance did drive past with sirens on when I was walking my dog and I instantly felt sad and had to cry. I watch the news and hear stuff about the war in Ukraine and I will feel sad.

...but when my brother died, I did not cry, neither did cry when my dad died, neither when my best friend back then died or my grandfather....

I only did get my AuDHD diagnoses as an adult, growing up I often was thinking I'd be a psychopath really (and I still do to some extent) until I did get my dog and it really was the first time ever in my life I actually felt love and deeply cared for "someone" including all the emotions when he's sick or hurt etc. Animals in general seem to trigger way more emotional responses in me than humans.

At the same time I always have been someone that really wants to support people, but everything "emotional" was more rational and cognitive when it comes to people related emotions...but with animals, I am way more emotional and I also will make sure to help them whenever I can, mostly it's just small things like feeding thirsty/ hungry/ exhausted bees, catching spiders to "throw" them out of the window instead of killing them or rescuing dried up worms from the pavement and throw them onto gras/ soil again. I also have been eating vegetarian/ vegan since I'm 11 (was way more strict when I was younger but nowadays do consume milk on a regular basis).

Anyone else?

hi all,

basically: title.

Have been playing since xbox start toying around with different activities. I do like the pve stuff the most, even enjoy gathering here and there, but I don't know if I'm doing something wrong of if there really is barely any rewards for pve?

Like I did dungeons that had no drops and then no rewards in the boss chest lol. I did open world "static dungeons" that actually are supposed activity for at least 2 people and those did not even have a chest.

As said I do enjoy the pve activities so far and am considering to go premium, but wanted to double check if I just have been unlucky or do something wrong or if PVE really is not rewarding at all?