u/roosterbleu

Why can't I talk to a person. I'm like mute next to them .

Hello. I text a lot. I don't actually talk much. But I text a lot which is why finding online friends would be nice. Im 24, I grew up in multiple different countries, I didn't really have a childhood so I don't know a lot about the world really. Like I'm actually a bit dumb on things except a few very autistic subjects. But after my childhood at 18 I went around the world a bit and joined the army and did all sorts of cool stuff. Just turned 24 in April. I like playing mobile games, right now, mobile Legends and rise of kingdoms, I like talking about life, I like complaining a lot, I like venting out stress by just talking about it and I like listening to other people's problems. Right now I live with a friend. We got a dog. It's just been a bit rough and I find it hard to talk to her but I hope we will do more things together in the future.

And I'm really bad at being friends. I've never been able to hold long term friends ships because I was so isolated that I didnt learn to talk and I sometimes I have out bursts lashing out at the wrong people due to PTSD from childhood but I'm really trying not to.

So I was in, but in castel, got medical that's easy pass the next time and chance to come back, but since I got out I went to home country, joined military, because I couldn't return to legion for 2 years and the contract there is only 1 year. But while I was in I got in trouble and I left after only 2 months. So another thing that doesn't look very good... That's not it, after that I went to live overseas and I got in trouble there too. Right now I'm thinking back to legion, but because they're stricter with the background checks and what you've got to offer, I might go to Ukraine first and then legion after it's over.

Any chance I can go back, and get accepted if I've done this kind of stuff in between the years I was gone...? Ie, I went to legion before the war in Ukraine started.

So let's say you actually got in, but it has been 6 years or more since you left, is there a way back in? Say you fit all medical and fitness standards... But did not finish contract