u/root_beerFLOATSs

Ok hi, I'm asking here cuz I trust it more than other places. I believe people need some form of dysphoria 2 be trans so I do have transmed views but I dont engage in the spaces much, just to specify.

Anywya, getting to the point: I'm (hopefully) going to go on testosterone sometime next year, I'm super happy!! just in the process of all the evaluation stuff atm🤑🤑🤑🤑🎉🎉🎉 but one thing irks me. The sex drive or "change in sexual preferences" that a bunch of people (including my doctor) speaks of, how true is it?

I'm asexual for context. I have romantic interests and am currently dating but have never felt any sexual feelings towards people or wanted to do stuff like that with someone, the idea grosses me out. Yet even though I bring this up, my doctor talks of about how I may want to be pregnant some day or that preferences change and I may want to engage in penetrative (On my end) sexual intercourse with another person after going on testosterone due to libido going up.😟

I know testosterone can make libido higher and Im ok with that ig cuz I do have a libido only 4 myself (although I struggle to handle even that cuz of dysphoria) but. can it really just change preferences JUST like that??? The idea scares me. I mean, good for myself if my double combo bottom dysphoria+asexuality is apparently meant to randomly fade away due to horniness but genuinely how true is this.

It doesn't sound real yet people talk about it so much, I just can't believe it and don't want to. Okay anyway guys what is your experience pelase dont downvote me I just felt this place was most reliable for unbiased opinions, thank u and be kind.😓😓😓😓 Apologies if this is worded bad, I wrotethis at night and I am tired but I need to know but I'll delete if it gets too many downvotes

TLDR: my doctor and other people say going on testosterone might make me not asexual and might make me want penetrative sex or being pregnant. how true is this help me im actually disgusted at the idea and also i. really dont see the correlation????.

So I have this character that I do NOT kin, haven't kinfirmed him due to him not feeling like a kin to me. However, I keep getting cameo kinshifts of him (As in I keep having times where I feel like him).

The thing is I have no reason to relate to him, no reason to have a connection to him, he does NOT feel like a character I can identify AS yet I feel like I just become him sometimes. I have memory gaps between my kinshifts usually, but they are the WORST for this guy, I can barely remember anything of what happens when I am him unless I was in a mixed kinshift at the time. And from what my friends say, it seems like he doesn't remember too well either.

He does not feel like myself either, more of just an entirely different person, hence why I do not want to call him a kin. All my other kins may feel different of course, but they still feel like they represent a part of me in some way regardless, but this guy just... doesn't. He's just kind of there. Not to sound edgy but it feels like Im possessed whenever I get 'kinshifts' of him, like he doesn't feel as if he's meant to be there.

What do I call this. Can anybody help???. I looked into the term tulpa but thats voluntary

So basically, got the game running, everything was great, made my first mii, BUT, problem. I cant get past the basic tutorial. When I pat my Mii's head, it crashes. If he loves a food too much, it crashes. Can anybody give any solutions?