u/roxyross3

Being no binary in Morocco feels pointless cuz no one real cares how u feel o u were born a girl , ur gonna be treated like a girl and theres a form of discrimination in that treatment, the only reason that’s making me come out as a non binary is gender roles cuz I don’t feel like I fit anywhere but ur feelings dont matter ur gonna fit in them if u feel like it or not, also even with “open minded” ppl I still feel ashamed and weird saying im non binary cuz I hate labels but considering urself a non binary is labelling too, I just wanna live like a normal human being how we were supposed to live don’t treat me based on the body I was born in BUT LIVING LIKE THIS IN MOROCCO IS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE

So ik a lot of ppl would get really offensive but i have to say it, basically I noticed that so many ppl are hating on French and saying it’s the language of the coloniser which I understand but why are u speaking Arabic cuz Arabs/muslims colonised Morocco before France and they killed a lot of amazigh ppl and raped a lot of women under the name of spreading the religion, so technically Arabs slowly changed the culture and they did some real fucked up stuff more than France ( im not saying it’s a beautiful country and they did nothing wrong) , also I don’t understand amazigh that are always defending their culture but still they’re Muslims, Islam was the main reason ur culture started to slowly disappear.

Idk if im the only one who noticed this but to be beautiful and attractive to men based on beauty standards u have to look like a big child ( no body hair, clear skin…) literally beauty standards are about looking like a kid, pedophilia is that normalised. And im talking about what most ppl see as beautiful not everyone has the same beauty standards so if u have ur own different beauty standards this isn’t about u.

Is pretending to be a Muslim in Morocco the only way for u to live peacefully? And isn’t it tiring and exhausting for u ?

I’ve been thinking about this for years and everytime I say this to someone specially a woman she starts giving me verses about food and all of that, literally heaven isn’t made for u, ur just there to fill in space and get cracked and go back to being a virgin everytime u do it + حور العين thing is the weirdest thing about heaven literally that’s hell for me as a woman

Literally they didn’t have to risk their own lives in order for them to be themselves ,they have to fight just to be socially accepted or protest just to be treated like humans

Happy pride month to all of my brave ppl out there 🥰🥰

I never understood men or ppl in general specially in “religious” societies who think that if a woman is atheist or non religious that means she’s open to have sex with anyone cuz there’s nothing stopping her, and to me that’s objectifying cuz so many men that Ik irl or in social media call a girl “sahla” cuz she’s non religious and that religion is the only thing that stops girls or ppl in general to have sex with anyone no offence to ppl who like doing that but im talking about the ppl who aren’t really into all of that and still they get sexualised for leaving their religion and Ik some ppl who left their religion cuz they think it’s making women just a sex doll

So basically I’ve never really been in a relationship and the fact that I’ve never been in it makes me think that myb I just didn’t find the one yet that’s why I don’t have any sexual attraction to anyone who ik, tbh I do have some fantasies but they always include ppl from my imagination not even celebrities or fictional characters myb sometimes but rarely but i never really thought of doing something with someone Ik and they know me everytime I think about it I just get weirded out even do I want to feel good about it but I just can’t im so scared of intimacy cuz what if they let me down and I think body dimorphia has something to do with this , I really hate the fact that I feel this way cuz I’m a person who really wants to experience this but when I realise that I have to do it with another human being with their consciousness and awareness freaks me out and makes me cancel this idea from my head, and btw I do have crushes on ppl but that doesn’t make me want to do it with them

Why in some cases someone male or female they do some good kngolo lihm “rojola” and everytime someone does something bad kngol “f3ayl l3yalat” why are we projecting a certain behaviour 3la a certain gender and why exactly “f3ayl l3yalat”.