What do you think? I wonder whether it is similar to sleeping but much more calm and profound. My family thinks I am being "too dark," so I never ask them this.
I came back from vacation and my hair needs love !
For some time now nothing has changed really but I feel like I live in a constant state of anxiety, fear and insecurity..
Like I often think about this.. Just grabbing your necessities, disconnecting your phone and not telling anyone you are starting a new life and leaving.
I do not mean to sound selfish but I do better when I am away from them. I learned that every time I am around them I feel uneasy and unhappy. I know everyone says "family is everything," I feel so sad that I do not feel that way. I love them but time and time again I have learned the hard way that coming around is so much on my mental wellbeing.