I feel like I can regret this decision but I’m considering adoption instead of having a biological child because I’m too afraid of the birth and I think pregnancy is disgusting. It really breaks my heart and I have no woman that understands me to talk about this…
I’m also bipolar
I have been backsliding into manifestation again but i dont know anymore if its wrong.
The thing is, they’re wrong about stuff. They say “you are the god of your reality” which is heresy.
But could it be faith? Is god given these people their desires? If is not god than who is it? Theres a manifestation demon giving people their desires? Is that it?
Also, I have been successfull in manifesting a person. How in the world is this a thing? Like what about this person free will? How I am messing with his free will?
I started manifesting my sp a week ago, two days in i thought “it would be nice if he posted a song on our playlist”. 5min later i checked and he posted that he misses me. But I’m in for a text so i ignored.
The thing is, my inner block is that i’m feeling guilty for messing with his free will. And i’m thinking, we’re gonna date and if i tell him this (about manifesting him) he’s gonna think i’m a freak. Even worse if we get married cause then i’m gonna have to tell him.
Anyone been through this?