So my symptoms have been escalating rather aggressively. I feel high all the time. Like physically. In my body. It’s like a buzzing energy in my stomach and back. And I say long sentences I don’t mean and do things I can’t control. Has anyone ever experienced this? Especially the high feeling I’m concerned
Hello everyone
I have been experiencing prolong periods of intense…. Something, where I’m aware of my surroundings and what I’m doing, but I have absolutely no control over what I’m saying or doing to a dangerous degree. I’ll just start saying increasingly bizarre things and my movements will get bouncier and jerkier. Yesterday I ran around the house singing tequila but with my dogs name for over twenty minutes. I very often age regress into a ten year old and say I don’t know where I am and act like a little kid
Is this did in its infancy? What’s going on
CW discussion of psychogenic symptoms, delirium, severe tics, slurs, gender transition, and general pain
I am 25 years old. A couple years ago I had to move back in with my parents because my depression was becoming really invasive and obstructive to me living the life I wanted to live, and for a while it got better. And then things just.. piled up. My mom got sick, almost died, and never fully recovered, and I started my gender transition, which while fulfilling, has not been the best socially. People are always kind to me and yet they always find some way to make my transition about them or say something subtly transphobic to show me they think I’m just crazy. And then I suddenly one day developed tics. Out of the blue. My boyfriend has Tourette’s, and he had a tic attack and then suddenly I was ticcing right along side them. And for a while we just treated that. Which was weird and hard by itself but then the tics started getting really aggressive and weird. Long convoluted monologues about racist things that I don’t really mean, and there’s no premonitory urge so I can’t really tell when I’m talking or when the tics are starting until I’m so deep in it. And then I started having functional seizures and i just can’t control them very well, or even really feel them coming. It’s gotten to the point I can’t even keep my eyes focused for very long. The last two days I have had seizures and tics pretty much non stop. Literally maybe a collective hour and a half the entire day not ticcing or falling over in some way. The only treatment I’ve been told is that I need DBT but I’ve been in therapy for 10 years, and did a dbt boot camp last summer. And my current therapist knows some things but I only see him once a week. It all feels so hopeless. I was going back to college and getting my life together and now I can’t even drive consistently. What do I even do? I have no one who knows what to do, no one who can help me consistently, or even be with me consistently, and I am so scared. I fell down a flight of stairs earlier cause I had a seizure halfway down. I just dont know what to do
CW tics, seizures, confusion and disorientation, psychosis(?)
So I very recently started having pnes and confusion symptoms, and I am just concerned about the viability of me finishing my college degree. I really want it but I have seizures near daily and get confused and disoriented and forget who i am to the point I start dancing and singing around the room nonsensically. That only happens rarely but it does happen. I am just really scared for the new school year
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So my partner and I both have bpd, I’ve had it diagnosed a couple times, and my partner is a recent diagnosis. My meds doctor keeps impressing on us that we need to “talk about what it means for the relationship” and definitely implying we should break up because “being around people with bpd can make your symptoms worse”. Is it actually that bad? I am having increased symptomology but it doesn’t seem to be related to my partner. They’re a great supporter of the new symptoms I’m having, and I have a number of other mental health diagnoses that these symptoms can be attributed to, but my meds doc every single appointment just hammers that we have bpd and need to be careful and that it’s going to be hard and it’s just fucking annoying and disheartening.