u/shvisav

hii im 17m and i wanna experience online relationshipss 😭😭 anyone up??

Ab uski bhi kya galti,
pyaar toh sirf maine kiya tha,
usne toh bas dosti ki thi,
sapna sara maine hi buna tha.

Usne kabhi wada nahi kiya,
maine hi ummeed baandh li thi,
jo dard aaj mehsoos ho raha hai,
wo maine khud hi maang li thi.

Kaise doosh du use mein,
jab usne kuch kaha hi nahi tha,
jo khwaab maine sajaye the,
unme uska koi haath hi nahi tha.

Bas itna sa afsos hai dil ko,
maine kyu itna maan liya tha,
jo sirf mera tha ehsaas,
use maine sach maan liya tha.

translation- it isn't really her fault — the love was only ever mine; she simply offered friendship, and I'm the one who built the entire dream myself. She never made a promise, I was the one who tied all the hope to it — so the pain I feel today is something I brought upon myself. How can I blame her when she never actually said anything — the dreams I decorated never had her hand in them. The heart's only regret is wondering why it believed so much — mistaking what was purely my own feeling for something real and mutual.

{{{translated using ai- i am too lazy to take efforts to translate}}}

looking for an online relationship to check whether it works or not