u/sickbruv88

I still reach out to you on the other side of the bed every night and imagine you being there.

I know you are not, but just imagining gives me comfort.

We tend to understand what the words say.

But to get a better understanding.

Understand what the heart is saying. Not the words.

You'll have a better means of communication.

I have no where to put this. I don't wanna burden you. So, I just want to say, I love you and I wish katabi kita ngayon. I'm praying that you are doing well and not feeling anxious about things. I pray you get good sleep and be able to handle the day with grace. Things that is hard for me.

I don't want you to feel what I'm feeling. I really pray that God stays close to you and you choose the things that make you smile and hopeful everyday:)

Hello,

I think it's important to know how to love the right way.

Many of us learn to love through our own conditioning. Learning to love with control, expectations, etc.

But if were being honest that's just projections of our own insecurities and needs. But we shouldn't love because of our own needs. Love's true essence is of service for another person.

If you don't understand this. You wouldn't truly know how to love the right way.

But at the same time, nothing will compare to the love that is not controlled.

There is something beautiful about loving and losing yourself. That make it seem that loving the right way is dull.

Best case scenario, is losing yourself without the negativity (That is the hard part).

Lose yourself but still accept yourself. Lose the other person, but still be happy to let them be free.

We need to understand out the essence of true love. Anything other than that is just self-serving.

I will love you. No matter what.

Minsan, maybe a lot of times. You give love to the wrong ppl.

It's hard to face that reality sa buhay naten. When we loved truly. In a real way, but give it to the wrong ppl.

I try to help ppl. I have done that for years. Pero throughout I somehow forgotten about myself.

I always tell the person close to me. Take care of yourself and try not to solve other ppls problems because pag ikaw na ang nangangailangan ppl will just stare.

That is true kahit sa sinong tao. Kahit sa pinaka mamahal mo. They would just stare.

So, make sure that you give love to the ppl that are giving love din sayo. Not the ppl na kakausapin ka lang pag may kailangan sila. Sabay mawawala bigla pag ayos na problema nila.

Ikaw muna unahin mo.