u/simulatedexistence

Go crazy.

Been a fan of this game since I was a kid and only just joined this subreddit.

I’m currently on my fifth(?) OG play through on Switch and nabbed the CT this time around and it’s very fun.

Already halfway through the facility and only clocked about 6-7 hours of play time.

I love this game with every fibre of my being - I remember playing as a kid on GameCube and being absolutely terrified and being so determined to not be scared and finish it.

Every day I think about my trauma. Every day I think about how I have no family that I talk to. I feel like a shell of a human trying to find connection while posing as this person who thinks they know what it means to feel and show love.

I feel completely broken beyond repair. I see people in relationships and I have no idea how to get that or if it’s even worth my time.

I feel so ashamed of myself.

Sometimes I feel like I won’t make much further in my life and if I ended it people would just say ‘it makes sense she did that’.

I hate what’s happened to me and how I let it control me so much.

I just want it to stop.