oh my god please for the love of god kill me

oh my god please for the love of god kill me

I keep getting recommended this shit on pinterest any before points out that app is fembrained yes it kinda is but I only use it for art references and barely use it at all (also I've seen some cisms use it for that same reason). At least I dont use tumblr which unlike pinterest I've never heard about any actual man using.

However every now and then pinterest sends me a notification saying "here is some pins you might like" and its just theyfab slop. I dont even like this shit or even whispers because thats fembrained and even if it wasnt its just annoying in general. Its always nothingburger stuff posted by 14 year old girls that I dont care about. Why does pinterest think a grown ass man is going to be interested in pussylicker69's post about how kiddiemolester420 is le problematic.

This pin I posted here is how some mfs view trans men btw. This retarded drawing is 100x worse than any depiction of a trans man by a terf or conservatives in general because at least they dont depict us as blow up sex dolls. This was the type of shit that would make me rep in high school.

The worst part is someone who was still low iq but maybe had 1 or 3 more iq points than everyone else in the comment section pointed out how the drawing is basically hypersexualized and people defended by saying its just a swimsuit i dont even consider myself to be a feminist or anything but this drawing is obviously sexualized that I wouldn't be surprised if the "artist" was flicking the bean in the middle of drawing this.

"Feminine" "transmasc" this is why i have dubcon fantasies about theyfabs

TCD TT(heyfab)D

u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 12 hours ago

is my friend a repper

I suspect him of femboyrepping

Also kept those little things on both sides of his username because I feel like they are fembrained and therefore add on more repper points

why does it feel like people are so defendant of america

Like since its this stupid country's birthday everyone is suddenly so patriotic and I noticed this despite never going outside.

Today I was recommended a youtube post (i want to turn these off so badly ecpecially since most of them come from channels im not even subscribed to) where this guy did a poll asking how people felt about america

I check the comments and everyone was like "im proud to be american" "people are so ungrateful" "if you hate this country why not just move out" "america is better than other countries"

The glaze is actually insane. Like yeah maybe the country is good for you unless you are tranny in that case you are basically at the bottom of the social hierarchy but of course you will never understand that. Or even worse, a tranny who isnt even white. Then in that case you are somehow at very bottom of the social hierarchy.

Like if you express any slight hatred for this country people will automatically start glazing it and talk about how ungrateful you are. "Well uh if you hate this place so much why not just move? heh checkmate libaral" BECAUSE I DONT HAVE MONEY. MOST OF US CANT EVEN AFFORD A HOUSE IN THIS CURRENT ECONOMY. IF I COULD I WOULD MOVE BACK TO WHERE MY MOM CAME FROM TO FINALLY ESCAPE THE WEST.

Like yeah no shit this is better than third world countries but the government is full of pedophiles who started a huge fear mongering campaign against trans people and are probably trying to undo the entire civil rights movement based on the glowie propoganda they put out online and how its causing almost all white people here to suddenly hate all minorites.

Not to mention the very specific orange man that my mom worshiped for years until she grew a few IQ points and realized 🇮🇱 is genociding 🇵🇸 (emoji to avoid audomod) and that the war doesnt do shit for any of the citizens. But other than that if anything she has gotten more extreme with her beliefs to the point of saying racial slurs and went from being ok with gays but not trans people to also being homophobic (not that I really care about this but it is a good example of how extreme she has gotten).

I fucking hate this place so much I hate how this stupid racist pedophilic culture brainwashed my mom i hate americans I hate how everyone around me are just low iq retard npcs

I know that it could be worse and at least im not in a country like Russia or in an islamic country and i feel bad for those who do but at the same time I despise this place and mostly the west in general but ecpecially america. I dont just hate the government, I also hate the people here. Everyone here are mostly consumerist freaks who are so oblivious to social issues and will never experience poverty or any form of discrimination. Literal npcs.

So much for the land of the free.

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I feel sorry for europeans

Im not even European but god i feel bad for you all imagine being forced to hand over your ID just to use the fucking internet. From what ive heard the government ecpecially in the UK is full of braindead detached from reality boomers who keep making shitty laws no one asked for. I hate the fact all developed countries suddenly feel the need to shove ID verification down our throats. And its about to happen in the US too with the fucking KIDS act so much for the land of the free.

Basically I just feel bad for europeans.

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u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 5 days ago

it got so much worse

Just this morning while i was laying down I felt liquid flood my pants and thought i pissed myself or something so I quickly checked with my fingers and they got soaked with blood. I already despise this but to make it worse, by the time I ran to the bathroom blood was already dripping down my legs and staining everything. It was like liquid diarrhea but instead it was blood and came from a place I hate. I still question how I dont die from blood loss.

I then started experiencing extreme pain in my abdomen and thought i was gonna die when I have never felt any pain from this useless ritual forced upon me as punishment for not getting raped. I felt like I was going to pass out and just die in my own bed. I already hated this stupid shit but it somehow got 10 times worse and I was stuck in bed for the entire morning because getting up made me feel sick.

I wish could remove this entire stupid useless system my body doesn't even need to survive and all it does is remind me how i was forced into the wrong sex possibly as punishment for something bad i did in my past life but of course its mostly stuck inside me so it wouldn't be like as easy as cutting off a dick and balls and trying to cut myself open and remove my demonic organs would cause me to bleed out and pass out in the bathtub and I might die which would be a good thing but if I survive either "by miracle" or because my mom ends up finding me and bringing me into the ER then that would only make things worse.

Does God hate me? Did I do something to deserve this? I think this might be a symptom of taking T but shouldn't it weaken the bleeding and symptoms? Is this a punishment for being a tranny? Am I stuck like this forever?

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u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 5 days ago

i might of fucked up

I basically have been bunching up my skin for an injection like in a subq injection but doing at a 90 degree angle like a IM injection. I basically got the injections mixed up and only just realized this less than 5 minutes ago. Did my body still absorb any testosterone or did I severely fuck up?

u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 6 days ago

how to stop countries from uninfecting themselves

Basically i keep having this problem where I have infected almost every country at the end of the game and then either Iceland, Greenland or New Zealand (or all of the above) somehow magically uninfects themselves.

How do I stop them from doing this?

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u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 6 days ago

how to get over my fear of potential air in my syringe?

I just did my 3rd week shot less than an hour ago and I still really haven't gone over this fear.

Basically what happens is even if i draw the syringe as slow as possible to prevent air bubbles from forming and double, even triple check the syringe for air bubbles and there is none I still get scared there was one and I didnt notice and now im gonna die or suffer from severe medical issues.

I want to stop being so anxious about this because I know consciously im overreacting but my brain won't stop making me feel so anxious over something so stupid. Does this fear go away after enough weeks or should I try to manually get rid of it?

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u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 9 days ago

body positivity is a psyop to deny us the right to transition

whenever I see something about "body positivity" its never about ugly or disabled people, aka people who have unconventional features they cant change.

It is always either about fat women (and when I mean fat, not skinny fat or slightly chubby, more like morbidly obese) or trying to downplay a trans person's dysphoria.

The times I see "body positivity" thats trans related is usually one of three ways

  1. It is made to "support" us but actually presents as literal third gender freaks instead of our actual gender. Its not just severely dysphoria inducing and humiliating but also huge optics nuke.

  2. It is said by TERFs. TERFs believe we suffer from dysmorphia and that dysphoria does not exist, some of them even changing the term from gender dysphoria to "gender dysmorphia" to invalidate our condition. (I hate using the word "invalidate" but you get the idea.)

  3. Sometimes sneedhons and tumblrpoons will actually use it to invalidate one's dysphoria by claiming "oh your so hecking valid and cool with insert dysphoria inducing term"

It has also been used to deny us transition because it is believed we just need to "love ourselves" instead of transitioning despite the fact thats not how dysphoria works.

My point is I believe "body positivity" is actually toxic positivity because it either does more harm than good or is used to deny us transition and our right to live a normal life.

u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 9 days ago

I FUCKING HATE WEEABOOS

this stupid sneedhon i met nearly a year would goon on calls and say gross shit about me so I blocked them. I thought that would be the end but apparently not because they are trying to contact me through my only friend left

The main problem in this case isnt the fact they are trying to contact me but the fact they potentially outed me.

The message that they sent to my friend referred to me as "he". The only reason i have a problem with this is because i explicitly told them several times im closeted do what do they do?! They use my actual pronouns to someone who doesn't know.

Im just so fucking anxious because I dont want him to know im trans. At least for a while. I dont want to explain shit. I hope he didnt suspect anything and thinks its just a typo.

Just to get into detail for context:

>they would not just goon on calls but also send pics of their dick

>they would only talk about japan. either that or maybe squid game, specifically player 67.

>they took a piece of my hair and put it through a dna test without my permission to make sure I really was half asian

>they were overall annoying and every call felt like a chore

>they would ask weird questions related to my culture

This is why I hate weeaboos. They are so fucking braindead and only think with their dick. They will do something horrendous and still fail to realize why its wrong. Its like how chris chan doesn't understand why raping his mom is bad or how weeaboos will defend severe porn addiction. They are actually so low iq it feels like sarcasm except they are actually deadass. And every time they see an Asian they treat them like they are an exotic animal instead of a human being and try to do weird shit to them. Its almost as if they have no concept of boundaries. Maybe its because they are autistic or something idk.

TWD

u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 11 days ago

how it feels when you realize you are actually stuck being trans for the rest of your life and not just faketrans and going through a phase:

I remember when I was a repper I legitimately believed I was eventually gonna get over it but no im stuck like this forever and everyone is going to be disgusted when they find out and hate me.

I am now a freak of nature. A disgusting, pathetic attempt at masculinity. Im fucking 5'4 with the thinnest bone structure known to man. I will probably look like a teenager until im 45. I will probably be able to "pass" but only as a "twink". No woman will ever be attracted to my disgustingly effeminate body.

Im not even taking a full dose because if I do my mom will find out and since God loves putting his most dysphoric trannies in the most transphobic households she will beat me up me like she's threatened to for years now ever since trans people became the new scapegoat. Best case scenario she will force me into conversion therapy and worst case scenario she will kick me out.

I need to get a job ecpecially since ive already graduated high school and will likely run out of money in my bank account after the first few months but I have to wait until after July because my retarded dad decided to convince my mom to go on this stupid vacation and im forced to go. I told them I didnt want to go but they just called me "selfish" and "ungrateful". I especially hate vacations because that means I have to wear a swimsuit and I do have a male one but at the same time through the swim shirt my disgusting chest tumors are visible so everyone knows im a fucking foid. I hate vacations so fucking much and cant wait for it to be over so I can never see that bastards face again and finally be able to get a job.

I wish I was faketrans so I wasn't actually dysphoric and didnt have several undiagnosed mental issues due to the trauma of being raped by my body at a young age and didnt need to to buy hormones off steroid sites. I wish I could be happy. I wish I could be comfortable in my own skin. I wish I wasn't considered a subhuman freak by 90% of people on this planet. I want to be normal.

u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 12 days ago

is there a tttt photography subreddit

i think i saw one somewhere and i kinda want to post this cool picture I took of this grasshopper looking thing I saw a few days ago but im struggling to find the subreddit if it actually does exist

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u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 12 days ago

"terfs can suck my dick" is only based when a trans man says it

when a sneedhon says some dumb shit like "terfs can suck my girlcock" then its a huge optics nuke playing into the stereotype of trans women being aggressive both violently and sexually. There has been literal websites made by terfs full of these instances (such as terfisaslur) in order to convince other cissoids that trans women are rapists.

But if a trans men were to say a terf can suck on their t dick or post srs penis then thats actually based. It proves trans men are assertive and not wittle confused autistic girls that need to be saved by terfs from le hecking transgender delusion. It proves we can be just as perverted as cissoid men because we are men. It expresses how sick and tired we are of being emasculated and belittled by some jobless hags who have nothing better to do with their lives.

uh yeah that it.

u/skull_ledipshit42069 — 12 days ago