ive been on sertraline for about little over half a year now. i take 50mg daily and i still feel the same as i did before i started taking the medication. i still have frequent suicidal thoughts, etc.
is this normal? should i wait it out? what should i do???
the way i view my body, sex, and any of the sort has been completely warped bc of this whole thing.
i feel ill from the fact that i have genitals/reproductive organs and the idea of sexual activity makes me nauseous. i hate my body so i use food to cope but i just end up hating it more.
i become extremely ashamed of myself after masturbating and i get this urge to peel off skin and shrink.
idk. DAE feel like this? i just want to experience a normal, romantic relationship 🙁
we are 22 years apart. known him since i was 15. im 17 now. he doesnt want me anymore.
im so conflicted. i know it isnt right, and i guess i should be relieved? but i feel so upset and hurt. all i wanted was to be loved.
i wish i could have normal relationships. i need him and i wish i was normal to be liked by guys my age
im graduating high school this year and i feel extremely out of place amongst my peers. while most of them are already in established relationships and friend groups, i somehow dont get the same experience.
i feel so inadequate and insecure. im all alone. i play with and collect toys while my classmates boast about their dates and parties. i feel socially stunted and stuck. i wish i was normal and could experience normal things other teenagers are doing
im so afraid that ill be like this during adulthood and id die alone.