Saw this outfit on a tiktok video and immediately fell in love! Wanna do something similar but I’m newer to ffxiv and have no idea what these pieces are, any help would be greatly appreciated!
I’ve struggled with depression my entire life but these last few months, or maybe this last year I’ve felt really disconnected from myself.
I don’t have insurance so I’m not in therapy and I’m not medicated, I’ve just been trying my best to manage it on my own and attempt to seek comfort from my friends, family and partner (within what I feel comfortable talking about) but as of late nothing works.
I feel disinterested in everything, unmotivated and apathetic. I don’t clean as much as I usually do, stopped going to the gym, barely play video games and have dropped most of my hobbies. Even when I put on a show I like I find myself staring out at nothing and not even watching. I barely have the energy to cook or eat, even the idea of popping an easy meal into the microwave sounds like too much.
I’m trying not to be hard on myself but I feel disappointed since only a few months ago I was doing good, going to the gym every morning, doing my chores, pushing myself at work and felt like I can tackle any task but here I am back at square 1.
The worst part is there isn’t anything in particular that I’m sad or depressed about, I felt like if I could identify a cause then at least I’d have something to work at but I’m floating in limbo and feeling like I’m struggling to climb out of this well I fell into. I try, but I don’t feel like I’ve won or succeed when I do the little things to help with my mental health. I do the bare minimum cause I have to like making sure I shower everyday and wipe up the kitchen counters but nothing beyond that.
I spend most of my weekends curled up on the couch staring at the floor until I have to get up.
All this to say I want some advice on how I can work around this, what’s something that helped yall out?