Too shy to go to a sex shop
Hi! I've been wanting to buy a sex toy for a while, but due to circumstances, I can't order it online, and I have to go to a sex shop to buy it.
My problem is that I'm incredibly embarrassed, especially because the item I want to buy is a dildo, and I'm a guy (straight). Also, being quite young (20 years old) and having a shy personality makes it even more difficult.
Perhaps this is easy for others, but I feel more self-conscious than most, having grown up in a family that's more repressive and taboo about sexual matters. Now that I'm older and almost independent, I want to explore, but my embarrassment is holding me back. I'd like to overcome it, but I don't know how.
I would appreciate any advice. Thank you very much.