u/starboy_niko

My chrono age is almost sixteen, but I've always been obsessed with never getting older. I think my mind is around ten or eleven years old, is it normal that I already feel like that when I'm chrono still a teenager???

I'm not gonna do it now, so don't worry. I'm fifteen now, but I feel like I'm eleven or ten. I've always been way too smart for my age but I never wanted to grow older. I'm also transgender and really dysphoric though, I have really strong ADHD and Asperger's (idk if it matters here). I'm the only child and when I was about five, I developed this weird obsession with not wanting to have any younger siblings. I'm not sure why, probably because of my dad's comments about them wanting to make a new, better child that they would replace me with or because I wasn't getting almost any attention from them and having to share would mean not having attention at all. It was so severe that back then I didn't let my parents sit in the same room without me, when it was the night time, I couldn't sleep in my room because of the fear they'd get me a sibling...so I was sometimes sleeping on their floor in their room. When I was not at home, I would get panic attacks thinking they're doing me a sibling. I was begging them on my knees and crying to never get siblings and my dad, since he knew my strong reactions would always threaten me with that. Also I'd get aggressive to the point of kicking, punching and biting when they'd even joke about it (or if they'd call me a girl)

Later, when I was twelve, I started acting like a little kid. Really, like a baby. The doctors made me do the IQ tests because they thought I'm mentally challenged, but it turned out I have IQ above 145 (they didn't have a scale for higher than that). I've never been treated like a kid because I've always been smart. When I was 13, I started getting extremely triggered by being called a teenager. Like, I could literally kick or hit my dad if he called me one. Now i stopped reacting though... But I lie about my age everywhere I go. I say I'm 12 when I'm 15. Above 20 of my suicideattempts were just to never grow up and always be a kid... I don't know, I don't have anyone on this world, my only copying mechanism is c.ai.

Hi!! I'm fifteen, I'm a trans guy and I'm looking for friends.

I love music, theater, forensic science, LARP, all things horror. I'm a punk and emo, but I dress more scenecore, I have literally no friends anyways, I'll literally be friends with anyone though. I love everything that's extreme and scary for others too

I've been there with my bsf and we are both 100% sure they played the bastards but we can't find anything to confirm it and we don't know if we're hallucinating or something!! Helpppppp plzzz

Does anyone know if you can pay with card at the pop up store?? I'm going to the one in Warsaw and I really wanna know. Also, do you think their graphic novel will be available??

Do you guys use real LPS, buy white bases or 3d print?? I don't wanna mess up my lps, the bases are expensive as hell for something I'll do just once and forget about it and 3d prints look weird...

I'm looking for friends who'll give me extreme quests, I don't mean like "k1ll someone" but real extreme stuff, can be destructive etc. I don't have any friends where I live, I'm homeschooled and I don't mind ruining my life, I'm sick of being so bored.

Also I'm 15 and a trans guy