▲ 6 r/exjw

Is there anyway I can convince my parents to let me listen to rap music?

Hello I'm a teen and I'm pimo. my dad just recently left the organization but he still believes in Jehovah and wants to please him. my mom on the other hand is still in the organization but she watches some stuff that the organization wouldn't approve of like near death experiences n stuff. we don't go to the meetings in person anymore but my mom likes to go on zoom my dad never goes anymore at all. a year or so ago I started listening to rap music and it actually helped me wake up and realize this religion or more so cult is all a lie. I never told my parents that I woke up tho or started to listen to rap. I love rap music because it's part of who I am. one time I did get caught with rap posters up though and I got yelled at and I had to take them down. I just wish my parents could see rap from my perspective. I was wondering is there anyway I could at least try to bring it up and maybe even make my parents accept it? they don't even have to like it I just wish they'd accept it because then I'd feel accepted u know? but I just wanted to ask for some advice on here about it the rap I listen to is quite explicit but most of the songs do hold a lot of meaning to them than just the explicit stuff.

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u/stqrful_ — 13 days ago
▲ 14 r/GEazy

Did anyone here get to experience going to his older shows in the 2008-2012 era?

hey I'm a newer fan around here and I'm wondering if any of you guys ever got to experience going to one of his first shows? unfortunately I didn't get to but I just was wondering what it was like and what songs he played and what the vibe was n stuff like that :)

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u/stqrful_ — 13 days ago

I wrote this a few weeks ago :)

you'll never quite understand what she means
her dad was once so sweet you can just dream
he took her out for ice cream every weekend
her grandma invited her to stay over every holiday

everyone wishes to have a family like that
loving and caring and never caught fighting
they're always together but that didn't last forever
you see

walls were heard being smashed
and glass smashed all on the dash
she dashed in the snow everybody else froze
and she realized that
there was no one there to save her
all there was, was the graveyard
there's no father to save her cuz she was scared of his odd behavior
there was no grandma to favor her cuz she was off to the hospital
and everyone else in her family
had left her to her own understanding

and she begged don't disappear don't disappear

and she begged don't disappear don't disappear

and she begged don't disappear don't disappear
but what if you were never there

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u/stqrful_ — 23 days ago

song I wrote a few weeks ago is there anything I can work on?

you'll never quite understand what she means
her dad was once so sweet you can just dream
he took her out for ice cream every weekend
her grandma invited her to stay over every holiday

everyone wishes to have a family like that
loving and caring and never caught fighting
they're always together but that didn't last forever
you see

walls were heard being smashed
and glass smashed all on the dash
she dashed in the snow everybody else froze
and she realized that
there was no one there to save her
all there was, was the graveyard
there's no father to save her cuz she was scared of his odd behavior
there was no grandma to favor her cuz she was off to the hospital
and everyone else in her family
had left her to her own understanding

and she begged don't disappear don't disappear

and she begged don't disappear don't disappear

and she begged don't disappear don't disappear
but what if you were never th

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u/stqrful_ — 23 days ago

hot pink hair lol

shes sitting there
so pretty
hot pink hair sitting all skitzy
I got a lot on my mind
gotta gotta gotta got a lot on my mind
gotta gotta gotta got a lot on my mind
but don't you dare tell me what to think
about who she what where
cuz this is my life my mind

so to all the people like me
who have to hide who they are
don't let them bring you down
just pretend till you're out

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u/stqrful_ — 23 days ago
▲ 13 r/exjw

how can I get rid of the feeling of wanting to runaway?

I'm 15 almost 16. I've never really had a much eventful life. my parents are overprotective but neglectful at the same time. my moms still in the organization but my dad left a few days ago. they never really go out anywhere and everydays the same. I'm pimo and with my mom I just act like I believe everything to get her off my back. I don't know I just feel like life would be better if I weren't in this house. I look at everyone else my age and they're so happy, have a bunch of friends, can do whatever they want. I just want that. I wanna be myself. I don't like where I live or my life right now. I am trying to graduate early by next year but this feeling I keep on getting about running away is stressing me out. how can I get it to go away? any advice?

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u/stqrful_ — 1 month ago
▲ 31 r/GEazy

damn didn't know this demo existed

just found this demo today guess this was the original version?

u/stqrful_ — 1 month ago