u/straightfromLysurgia

I've been a poly user for about 3 decades. I've done many different Trypts ,Phenes and stims. I really liked a-pihp but when it became scarce I found md-pihp.

From the first few hits I started hearing voices. Men and women's voices. Sometimes they were just talking about me and some times yelling and screaming at each other. These voices were even heard by the dog. When the voices got loud the dog would jump up and growl. These voices were also picked up and recorded on CCTV cameras. I could hear them loud inside the house and would walk outside and couldn't hear them anymore. The dog never liked to stay outside long but it would go outside and not want to come back inside. I also heard loud buzzing noises like a mosquito,but more electrical, sometimes randomly in the rooms I would go into. I also felt like there was a direct energy weapon or some x-ray surveillance being used. A few times the door bell would ring even though it was disconnected and a Ring camera was installed. I got between the washer and dryer once and heard the voices say they couldn't see me anymore. It was like they were talking back and forth on walkie talkies.

I was convinced I was being watched so I took my use to the road. I began noticing drones/ orbs following my vehicle. I was in BFE, no street lights anywhere, and could see the flying lights going up and down cutting corners to keep me in view. I kept telling myself it's in my head so I stopped but unfortunately they were real. There were 5 hovering lights flying around me silently at about 200-500 yards away. No matter how far I'd drive they'd keep tailing me or keep me in view. One night I drove and parked. I didn't see any lights so I vaped away. I began hearing voices outside my vehicle. They sounded like they were under my vehicle. Then something shook my entire ride so hard a necklace on the rearview mirror began shaking. There was no wind and it was perfectly calm. I sped off and went home.

I quit using for about 6 months, got healthy again and tried to move on but got weak and bought more. The first night I got it I was up all night and at 3 am someone parked a Harley Davidson on the street in front of my house and laid down on the throttle. I was geeked out and it was extra disturbing because he just set there about 50 yards away blasting his pipes for what seemed like 10 minutes. Of course I wasn't calling the cops so I just peeked out the window while the lone motorcycle rider blared into the night. I asked my neighbor about the motorcycle and he said it woke him and was weird. He said he had walked outside with his shotgun and that's when the motorcycle left.

Another night I heard a group of guys talking about pouring gas on my house and setting it on fire. I could hear the crackling and poping of fire but nothing was seen on the cameras.

I felt cursed or possessed. What's wild is these voices that I did record on the cameras can be heard by others I've let listen to them. Some people hear them and go "WTF!" But some say they hear voices but can't make anything out. These are all sober people.

Last time I went on a bender I had to take a flight. A priest sat next to me on the flight and when I looked at him he said God sent him. He prayed for me almost the entire flight. I broke down in tears. I was never religious but considered myself spiritual. It was a profound healing experience and as horrible as all of it was it started my relationship with Jesus Christ.

It was like waking from the Matrix. It took me walking through Hell with demons to finally see how the world truly is. What I know to be factual is Evil is all around us. It drives Hollywood,The music industry the large tech companies building AI as well as our own government. Demons work 24/7 but Jesus doesn't show up until you're ready to receive him. There's more to this awakening than I want to share here but just know there's a war being waged for our souls people.