u/sunnyandstella

Some context and venting maybe.

I was diagnosed with Pcos a few years ago and I was told by my doctors that I had to lose weight and I am on the edge to turn to diabetes.

That time I pushed myself so hard to lose weight with endless cardio and starving myself, but that is not the point now. As I went back to "normal" as of not working out like crazy and not starving myself, 24kg came back, especially in the past few months when I had a very stressful period of my life.

Because I live abroad and didn't get to visit home for 2 years, I already know what I will listen from every single person I will meet and I don't know how to deal with that. The last time they saw me I was 24kg less than now (I try to avoid body pictures on social media), But the time before I lost weight, I listened to the same shaming (with good intentions and nonstop advice and preach off course) as what will await me now. I don't even feel like going home anymore.

I try now to go to the gym, do 10000 steps a day and change my eating habits, do things the proper way, but it is not gonna happen overnight. Like as if I didn't already feel bad enough for not fitting into 90% of my clothes, I will need to listen from everybody about how big I became since we last met and all the rest.

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Thank you if you read all this and if you share your experience or your thoughts.

- just an anxious, sad girl with Pcos and fast gained weight

I know movies often change details compared to real events, but I'm looking for the most accurate ones possible, or even slightly based on true events- as long as it is a one of a kind that would leave me thinking at the end like holy cow!?😁