u/t0masix

I'm not using it anyways and have spare invite, go nuts.

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So bascially few weeks ago I posted a post saying that I feel how to put it - not very happy and on needles in this relationship. Yesterday I got pretty drunk, my gf who has BPD threw out my medication that I need for epilepsy, all of it along with my weed which I couldn't care less about, it's my medication that I care about because I only get a refill twice a month. Everyone said to run for my life otherwise she will ruin my life - obviously I didn't listen and I got burned. I understand that she got fed up with me getting that drunk last night but this is insane, I know that she loves me, she has skipped worked after my seizures just to keep an eye on me and be there for me but the fights are or at this point were constant about the most pointless things. In previous post that I've deleted 99% of you said to run for my life, I didn't listen. Never, EVER dating someone with BPD ever again. I'm just spent because I truly love this girl, yes I do have an alcohol problem, for refference I'm \[22M\] and she's \[19F\] and I would literally take a bullet for her but I think this is it. I just don't see a way back, but I do love her more than any of my exes, friends etc. Please give me advice if possible. Thank you in advance ❤️

So bascially few weeks ago I posted a post saying that I feel how to put it - not very happy and on needles in this relationship. Yesterday I got pretty drunk, my gf who has BPD threw out my medication that I need for epilepsy, all of it along with my weed which I couldn't care less about, it's my medication that I care about because I only get a refill twice a month. Everyone said to run for my life otherwise she will ruin my life - obviously I didn't listen and I got burned. I understand that she got fed up with me getting that drunk last night but this is insane, I know that she loves me, she has skipped worked after my seizures just to keep an eye on me and be there for me but the fights are or at this point were constant about the most pointless things. In previous post that I've deleted 99% of you said to run for my life, I didn't listen. Never, EVER dating someone with BPD ever again. I'm just spent because I truly love this girl, yes I do have an alcohol problem, for refference I'm [22M] and she's [19F] and I would literally take a bullet for her but I think this is it. I just don't see a way back, but I do love her more than any of my exes, friends etc. Please give me advice if possible. Thank you in advance ❤️

So bascially few weeks ago I posted a post saying that I feel how to put it - not very happy and on needles in this relationship. Yesterday I got pretty drunk, my gf who has BPD threw out my medication that I need for epilepsy, all of it along with my weed which I couldn't care less about, it's my medication that I care about because I only get a refill twice a month. Everyone said to run for my life otherwise she will ruin my life - obviously I didn't listen and I got burned. I understand that she got fed up with me getting that drunk last night but this is insane, I know that she loves me, she has skipped worked after my seizures just to keep an eye on me and be there for me but the fights are or at this point were constant about the most pointless things. In previous post that I've deleted 99% of you said to run for my life, I didn't listen. Never, EVER dating someone with BPD ever again. I'm just spent because I truly love this girl, yes I do have an alcohol problem, for refference I'm [22M] and she's [19F] and I would literally take a bullet for her but I think this is it. I just don't see a way back, but I do love her more than any of my exes, friends etc. Please give me advice if possible. Thank you in advance ❤️

Me (22M) am dating my (F19) girlfriend for about 1,5 months now, there were some red flags at the beggining but I closed my eyes to it, everyone told me not to date BPD girls because the only one who's gonna get hurt is me. Don't get me wrong, sex is great, we go on nice dates but sometimes she just shuts off whenever there's an issue or an argument, when I try to calmly tell her that it's us against the problem all she says is "Do whatever you want, I don't care anymore, do whatever." That shit hurts. I don't know how to help her or if I should continue this. I feel like that if there's an issue in the relationship it's truly us vs the problem, not me vs her but whenever I bring that up she just says "I don't care anymore." I asked why are you even together with me?! What's the point if everything is so fucking bad? Her answer is "Because I love you a lot (she shows it, but my issue is with the constant nonsense arguments). She's on medication, I'm not sure which ones but she is, could that cause that? I myself am on 4mg xanax a day for my epilepsy, but I never raise my voice and always calmly talk with her, I'm just spent and desperate, please help.