Lost in my 30’s
subject in title. i feel so very lost in my early 30’s. as i post this, i’m sitting alone at a concert that i was initially really excited for. met a girl, got her a ticket, got ghosted. showed up anyways. i feel surrounded by people who all are with someone and it just makes me depressed; i don’t know what is wrong with me that i can’t figure it out. i’m not the most attractive man but i’m not ugly looking either. i spend all my free time alone and sometimes i can convince myself i’m okay with it but other times i can’t, and this is one of those moments. just want it to get better, anything to get better.