▲ 10 r/GamblingRecovery
30 days clean today-30 meetings in a row
It’s not easy, in fact the hardest thing I have ever done. Lost my job probably losing my wife. I refuse to lose more to this disease.
u/tenderbear18 — 11 days ago
▲ 63 r/psychics
I am officially rock bottom, will I make it through?
I have lost so much lately, my choices in addiction have compromised the life I worked so hard to build; the one I didn’t know I would get to have. My wife and job and belief in myself, lost.I just need help understanding if there is anything up ahead. Will I be able to salvage any of this life? I’m so so tired.
u/tenderbear18 — 12 days ago
Day 6
Back in the recovery grind. Working hard to not manipulate my wife into taking care of me, I’m so used to finding relief in her arms. But recovery is what I have and she has free will. I think she will end up leaving me..in fact, I’m almost certain. But I haven’t gambled today. And honesty about all that I have comprised. Thanks for being around all.
u/tenderbear18 — 1 month ago
Has any couple ever made it.
My partner and I have been together for eight years. I had no idea that love like this existed. She wasn’t with me when I was actively in addiction so the reality of how bad it can get wasn’t hard wired. I relapsed. Of course I lied. Of course I thought I could fix it before she found out but absolutely made it worse. Of course that didn’t happen. She is devastated. I think she is preparing to ask for a divorce. She has really really loved me. Our life together has been so good. Does any couple make it? I’m so so so so sad y’all. This disease takes everything but stays starving. 😔
u/tenderbear18 — 1 month ago