▲ 36 r/AvPD

Do you ever find that you frequently mishear people?

This happens to me several times a day, and I always absolutely humiliate myself because of it. What keeps happening is that someone will be talking to me, but I’m so preoccupied with not looking weird that I will not hear what they’re saying. So what I end up doing, because I am so afraid to just ask them “what” and seem rude, is just saying “yeah” and hoping that it applies to what they just said.

The problem is, I’ve responded “yeah” to questions that don’t have yes/no responses several times now, and I look like an absolute freak. They never end up knowing how to respond to me afterwards, and they just kind of drift away with what seems like a subtle look of disdain.

I get it though, this is a weird thing of me to do. All because I’m too afraid to just ask someone to repeat what they said, like I think they’re about to scream at me or something. And as usual, I look at everyone else talking to each other and wonder how they’re able to effortlessly hear every single word and form a calm response.

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u/terriblekeyboard — 1 day ago

26m hi, let me drunk text you a bit

Ideally I stumble into an actual friendship along the way. What are the odds of that? Low, I know. Anyway, I don’t care who you are just come say hi. Blah blah blah. I promise I’m normal and not strange, and I’m also handsome and not ugly. Please…..

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u/terriblekeyboard — 4 days ago

26m hi, come over here and let me drunk text you a bit

Ideally I stumble into an actual friendship along the way. What are the odds of that? Low, I know. Anyway, I don’t care who you are just come say hi. Blah blah blah. I promise I’m normal and not strange, and I’m also handsome and not ugly. Please…..

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u/terriblekeyboard — 4 days ago
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I think I have genuinely chatted with 500+ people by now with no successes

I should maintain a spreadsheet to actually keep track. But man. I must have some repulsive quality to me that I’m not aware of. Everyone gets turned away sooner or later.

Yeah…not sure what I’m doing wrong and yet I still feel like trying. I must be insane or stupid.

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u/terriblekeyboard — 5 days ago

26m idfk to be quite truthful…

Is there anyone else out there who is strange, a bit off? Especially if you struggle socially. I’d probably get along with you, if you are ACTUALLY those things. It would be quite, quite nice to talk to one of you.

Small bit about me: I am somewhat creative I guess. I have a lot of thoughts, a lot of thoughts…..
I write, and I read. Blah blah blah. So exciting. Also I live in the US.

Come say hi please. Please.

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u/terriblekeyboard — 6 days ago
▲ 17 r/AvPD

Physically fidgeting and writhing when people talk to me because I’m so scared

I noticed this today at work when my “neighbor” at a nearby desk started chatting with me. I’d rather he didn’t talk to me, not because he’s a bad guy, but because I find it painful to endure conversation. The entire time I was practically twitching, rocking my chair frantically and had this dumb, nervous smile contorting my face. He sat completely still the entire time and I actually remember wondering how he was able to do that. I think it must be obvious how uncomfortable I get.

Why do I seem to be literally the only one who is like me in any setting, ever? I’m so serious.

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u/terriblekeyboard — 6 days ago