u/that_caffeinated_guy

TW: long rant ahead, pasensya na i just need to vent this out

urrently working at a private school in a temp position and so far... I'm losing hope over the next generation.

I know tamad ako pero looking at the kids today, ibang level. Walang willingness, pero grabe kung mag-expect na mataas ang grado.

And don't get me started with their attitudes. Anhihirap disiplinahin kase parang walang napabayaan ng magulang tas i observed from the other teachers here na parang di na sila nag-bobother pagalitan ng husto ang mga bata. Either they're too chill about it or they're too tired to even have the strength para gawin yun.

I tried everything. I tried becoming the nakikisama type, fail. I tried being strict, they won't budge. Kung anong gusto nila yun yung masusunod. Na miss ko tuloy yung mga terror teachers ko na yes, nagpapa-squat or nangungurot pero magaling magturo and nadutdot talaga samin na dapat yung manners nalalagay sa lugar.

I voiced this out na to a few people, my mom, some co-teachers, isa lang ang sinasabi: "hayaan mo na, yan na yan eh".

Alam kong temp lang position ko kaya on the long run di ko na talaga need mag-overthink about it, pero on the other hand i feel like i need to fix em??? di ko alam if qualified ako enough to do it pero i wanna try my hand at it habang andito pa ako...ewan, i just feel like if i leave and ganto pa rin sila, I'm just throwing trash into someone's yard.

I really don't know saan ako lulugar as a teacher in today's time.

Not in a deped right now pero since ginagamit din namin ang budget of work na ginagamit ng lahat, i wanna ask, personally ba napapagkasya ba sa corresponding week ang mga competencies na needed?

Saken kase parang hindi eh, kase teaching math currently, anhirap iraos ng BOW dahil hindi di mairaos sa students. Parang in-overestimate ko ang capabilities nila only to find out yung math skills nila sobrang pasang awa.

That, or di ko pa talaga alam ang diskarte para pagkasyahin ang competencies for that week.

"beh this could've just been a chat to a friend"

well since wala akong ka-close to vent this out, mambubulabog muna ako dito, sorry na in advance

Pero yun nga, 3 weeks in, medyo kinakain na ako ng anxiety na "am i even doing a good job?" kase ni isang proper lesson plan wala pa akong nagagawa, yung class record ko sa kanila di pa nakalagay sa proper format, puro half-baked drafts lahat, feel ko mas nagfocus akong magturo talaga sa mga bata, puro ako "the kids need help, kailangan ko magturo" nakalimutan ko na may dapat pa akong gawin aside sa magturo

"hmm normal naman siguro magkamali ng slight kung bago ka pa lang"

Nagwo-worry ako na baka I'm dragging the kids down kase di pa ako nagiging "proper" na teacher capable of doing tasks independently. Madadala ko pa ba to sa self-gaslighting na okay pa ako and di pa ako sisisantehin ng school ko next week??

Currently working as a substitute in a private school for a teacher who is on leave for 3 months, and 3 weeks going in, I'm starting to feel dapat nagwi-weekly learning plan na ako kase I'm seeing most of the teachers na kasama ko may mga ginagawang learning weekly plan

As a substitute for about the whole term 1, parang alam ko na dapat gagawa ako. But according sa nakita ko, i think it was DepEd Order #70, s. 2012, since di pa isang taon experience ko (i literally just started 3 weeks ago) dapat dlp yung gawin ko. Mej conflicted lang ako kase kung dlp gagawin ko, baka hanapan yung teacher na si-nub ko pagbalik nya nga weekly plan, baka ako ang malagot.

Wala akong reklamo sa weekly plan kase parang gets ko na ang format na hinihingi saken pero for subs na di ako major (kase aside sa math na major ko, may Filipino pa ako, which is something i currently struggling at), am i allowed to use those weekly dlls na ina-upload ng DepEd Teacher's Club? Or should I make something on my own?

I am really doubting my performance right now, mej nag-ooverthink na about getting fired before pa makabalik yung si-nub ko. Am I doing something wrong? Am I getting in trouble for something? I'm really hopeful na di ako mapagalitan sa buong substitute time ko ><

I just started teaching this month, same school year na in-announce ang trimester system for lesson planning and regarding making lesson plans...

Am I cheating if i lean on those lesson plan-making sites that have AI? I feel lost especially na sa school where I'm working at, we're using the Explore-FirmUp-Deepen-Transfer format for weekly learning plans. This is something that I've never done in my life kahit noong intern ako because 4As gamit namin at the time, at daily pa yun.

Di ko talaga alam paano i-areglo ang isang linggong lesson sa gantong format. I've considered asking the teachers on the school I'm working at pero given na busy sila with their own work na discourage na akong magtanong.

Is it really ok using those AI sites when making these lessons plan these days?