u/thehumbledbee

This isn't any hate, btw. My f/o is Kars from JJBA. I'm agender and I've been trying to find gender neutral or male y/n fanfic of Kars, but it's been absolute HELL. I write my own fanfiction of him and my sona, but I want to experience someone else's work and how they interpret his character. To my shame, I even tried character AI, but it still is female centered. I know that some people can grin and bear it and get all the fanfic that they can get, but I just can't. I'm just too dysphoric, I can't. I feel so pathetic because I can't get past it.

If anyone has any suggestions then please give them. Thank you!

I'm trying to recover from binge eating. I just recently got diagnosed with binge eating disorder and im trying my best to finally recover. Im currently on Lexapro and Lamictal, my psychiatrist said that SSRIs are a good first step for trying to treat BED. I haven't been binging as much, but I do notice that I still eat frequently. Now im not eating out of depression and anxiety, im just eating out of habit. Its annoying im at the highest weight ive ever been at 295lbs. Im so discouraged. My body hurts so much and now my clothes dont fit anymore. I dont want to slip back into the depression. I want to treat myself better. I want to get better.

What can i do? I live with my fanily as well and theyre not looking to change their eating habits either. :/ pls help :<​​

I've always struggled with making friends ever since I was a kid. And definitely now as an adult. :/ It seems like so many people that I try to be friends with either don't consider me as a friend and use me or they want to be sexual with me. It's so upsetting. It seems like I'm always gonna be an outcast. I like anime, drawing, im into history and makeup and doll collecting. It seems like I'm not liked by anyone. I can admit that before I got help for my mental health I probably was exhausting to be around, but I feel much better and I'm really ready for human connection.

How can i make friends as a newly mentally stable adult? Please help. :<​​

I got an increase on my dosage to 20mg about two months ago I have noticed that my dreams are more vivid but are no longer anxiety related? When I was on 10mg, all of my dreams were anxiety related and nightmarish. But now they're not that way anymore. I'm also on 50mg of Lamictal, I dont know if that helps or not. I just wanted to ask to see if anyone else has experienced this.