u/throwawaybfmademesad

hi! i am away from my hometown and staying in an airbnb and yesterday/ today i went over to my exes house (he lives with 3 other guys) and one of them was smoking crack last Friday inside of the house. obviously they told him to knock it off and dont do that in the house, but today i only found out and im very worried that i have crack all over me or that i touched something and now its seeping into my skin

i don't really know much about crack!!! im scared to google it, and ive done lots of various substances before but never touched crack. one of my brothers was smoking it a month ago and my sister in law made him wash the walls, so does that mean my ex bfs house is full of it??? can it make me high and then sick? im sorry for posting about this on here😔 i can try a different subreddit but i wanted to see if anyone here has any information

im supposed to be traveling tomorrow for 5 plus hours on the road and im even more terrified now. everything feels contaminated to me

hi! today i went over for a supper at my ex bfs mom's place, and one of the things she made was corn on the cob. i haven't been eating very well since Thursday/Friday last week, so i was hungry and i ate a piece of corn on the cob. i ate mine before she ate hers, and when she bit into it she was like "this tastes old" because it wasn't as sweet and she didn't finish hers

i am so worried and scared because now im having diarrhea and thankfully i have my own bathroom in the airbnb (its a room with a private bathroom attached), but i have to travel in a few days on Sunday and im so worried. every night that I've been in this city since this past Saturday has been filled with anxiety, and now i feel worse. i just need positive comments or anything really😔 thank you❤️

hi im 5 hours away from my hometown with my mom in a hotel and im freaking the fuck out!!!!! we got in yesterday and now its 2am and ive been dying of anxiety for hours and hours at this point. my plans fell through and ive been a mess ever since. i took 5 imodium yesterday and im on my period and i have barely ate anything (i ate half a small bag of chips) and im tryingbto lay down so i can sleep but I CANT. i cant travel again today, it takes so much out of me. i barely survived yesterday's trip and i am supposed to stay here for a week but my mom wants me to come back with her but i cant be in the car for another 5 hours today. i genuinely feel lik3 dying PLEASE HELP ME

hi! i am 5 hours away from home with my mom in a hotel and im having a horrible day and time right now. my stomach hurts so much and i haven't ate yet today and i took a lot of imodium and im on my period and my ex boyfriend is ignoring me and won't answer me even though i came up here for his birthday today (i know how it sounds😔) and i feel so horrible and scared and terrified!!! im trying to calm down but its sososo difficult right now. please give me anything i can do to h3lp calm down, any suggestions are appreciated thank u😔😔😔❤️❤️❤️

hi! i just finished The Troop by Nick Cutter and absolutely loved it. ive also read The Stand by Stephen King, and Ghost Summer by Tananarive Due. im looking for anything that fills me with dread, and i love anything having to do with infectious diseases LOL😭💖 any recommendations r welcomed, thank you!!!

hi! i am feeling really worried. im doing a 5 plus hour road trip today with my parents because they are dropping me off in a different city for the next 2-3 weeks, and i feel so scared. i had diarrhea already when i first woke up, and i also have an annoying cough that causes me to gag. we arent leaving until the afternoon and i feel so out of control... i wish i could teleport to places! im staying w my ex bf and his friends and thankfully one of them moved out yesterday so its just me and ex bf in the basement but ive been at home for a little over a month and im so anxious about going back and having to get used to my living situation again

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ive been trying to find my own place in the city (not hometown) ever since late March, and i dont know what to do. being at home stresses me out, and i feel so worried about EVERYTHING!!! i know once i get there I'll hopefully feel better, and my sister and her bf will be coming to the city for a concert and i get to go back with them so i know its not for too long. i would love any helpful words!!! thank u for reading this❤️❤️❤️

hi! my sister is studying to become a nurse and she's currently doing clinical at one of the hospitals in our city. tomorrow and sunday she will be there for 12 hours each day, and today she found out that one of her patients has possible c diff. she said that its not that harmful to people with healthy immune systems, but my sister, mom and i have IBS and my dad isn't also the healthiest guy around

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im supposed to be leaving soon, and im really terrified to travel again. i know i shouldn't be freaking out this badly over a POSSIBLE case, but its terrifying to me!!! also a different patient also has a possible different disease, but she cant remember what they have lmfao! how can i change my thinking about this? im trying to tell myself that its not confirmed just yet, all of the nurses and student nurses have to wear PPE when dealing w such cases, and that my sister is very hygienic! but my ocd brain cant let this go

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any help is appreciated thank u!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️

hi! im having a really rough start to my morning. its 530am where i am, and i got woken up with painful diarrhea. i was feeling sick yesterday and last night with the beginnings of a cold, and now my stomach is in so much pain. i have been doing erp, ive been doing things out of my comfort zone, i have been able to calm myself down usually at night, but my ibs is kicking my butt for the past 2 years especially and im SO tired of being afraid of my own body. all i want is to be normal and to have a normal working body. can anyone else w ibs tell me it gets better please???

hi! i have been under a lot of anxiety for the past 2 days bc my cat had dental surgery on Thursday, and have barely been sleeping and its now almost 530am and im having diarrhea. my aunt and two girl cousins are staying the night, and im so scared. i feel so gross and out of control and i want to sleep so badly but i can't. can somebody please please please talk with me!!!!!!

hi! im just so sad right now. im thinking about when my ex stopped having sex with me, and while it wasn't really that great, i felt so unlovable. i can't stop comparing myself to more beautiful women with much better bodies than me and i can't help thinking he would LOVE to have sex with them. i know it sounds so horrible and gross of me😔 he doesn't want to kiss me, and i feel so low and suicidal. ive been told im beautiful, and that my body is nice. ive struggled with my body image my whole life, i have saggy boobs and no butt. i know that at the beginning, he wanted to do these things with me. i feel like a beast instead of a woman, and i hurt so much all of the time

hi! im feeling really scared and need support right now. im visiting my family and there's 4 of us (me, sister, mom and dad) and we have 2 bathrooms and today i already ate a fear food, and it's 2am and my sister texted me a few minutes ago saying she might throw up😔 im trying to stay calm but i feel so terrified. I'm trying to be here for her but i was already feeling scared beforehand and now it's worse😭😭😭 what do i do:((( please help!!!!!!!

hi! my boyfriend and i have been together for a few years, and he's a metalhead through and through. he has introduced me to a lot of different bands over the years, and ive come to really enjoy it! hes been to metal festivals, and dresses in his band shirts and boots and leather jackets. im the complete opposite of him, and if i had to put a label on how i dress, it's probably hippie like

he makes fun of my music taste sometimes (which is all over the place! i like basically everything under the sun, and i like finding songs that make me feel SOMETHING) and all of the women he follows on ig are metalhead girlies. they are so beautiful, and sometimes i feel foolish. i have asked him about this before in terms of why he dates me, but he said it doesnt matter and yet it feels like it does :/ i feel worried that he feels like hes missing out on dating someone who's more into the scene than i am, and im scared! can anyone help me work thru this? thank u❤️

hi im so scared right now of being sick with e coli im staying with my ex and his friends and theres only 2 bathrooms and i have to share one of them with my ex and his friend and ive been having diarrhea but i also have ibs and i cant stop shaking and im so worried please help me thru this😔😔😔😔😔😔❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

hi! ive been so scared lately and i dont know what to do. two months ago i moved out of my house because my roommates were horrible, and then i lived with at my ex bfs mom place for 2 months (i know it sounds strange😔) and my ex bf and i moved into his/his friends place on monday night and im struggling sososo much. theres 2 bathrooms here for 5 people (one of them is moving out soon but idk when) and my ex made smash burgers on sunday and im so worried about getting food poisoning. i cant stop shaking and my stomach hurts and it keeps rumbling. all ive been eating is handfuls of trail mix/chips/popcorn because eating real food is terrifying to me. i feel so out of control and terrified and nauseous and i just want to die. ive been trying to find my own apartment but it's been so difficult. i just need help or advice or support or kind words or ANYTHING right now!!!!!! i feel so alone and scared and im so tired. thank u❤️❤️❤️

hi! i have been having a TIME trying to get pumped for moving in with my ex and his friends temporarily (pls dont ask why im still with my ex, its complicated😔💔) i was living with roommates before, but they owe me over 2 grand so i moved out in early March! my ex and i have been staying at his parents place for the last 2 months while i look for an apartment, and on Monday we are moving into his place that he shares with his friends. he lives with 2 other men (one of them is moving out) us in the basement, and two other guys on the 2nd floor

i have ibs and im scared!!! sometimes i get really painful bowel movements, and i stay in the bathroom longer than i should. im also prone to panic attacks, and im scared to leave his parents place (i used to live with them before for a year and a half in 2023/2024!) and having to get used to someplace new to me. its only temporary until i find a space of my own, but apartment hunting has been proving to be more difficult than i thought

(i live in a city 5 hours away from my family and my parents and i dont have the best relationship, so i cant stay with them right now!)

im just so incredibly scared and nervous that i will be having panic attacks every night. thankfully his roommates that i know are very nice, but two of them got into a physical fight for the first time ever the other night and i keep asking my ex if he thinks they'll fight again and he tells me no, but im worried😭 i dont want to stay with them, but i have nowhere else to go :0( im hoping i can find my own place super soon

BUT anyway, im sorry for the long explanation!!! can anyone give me tips on how to cope? i know its only for the time being, and that i will get used to it. i keep trying to tell myself that i will be in no danger, and that its no different than sharing a bathroom at my parents place with my sister and mom. i would like any advice or support or anything!!! thank you😔❤️❤️❤️

hi! i have been having a TIME trying to get pumped for moving in with my ex and his friends temporarily (pls dont ask why im still with my ex, its complicated😔💔) i was living with roommates before, but they owe me over 2 grand so i moved out in early March! my ex and i have been staying at his parents place for the last 2 months while i look for an apartment, and on Monday we are moving into his place that he shares with his friends. he lives with 3 other men, us in the basement with one of them, and two other guys on the 2nd floor

i have ibs and im scared!!! sometimes i get really painful bowel movements, and i stay in the bathroom longer than i should. im also prone to panic attacks, and im scared to leave his parents place (i used to live with them before for a year and a half in 2023/2024!) and having to get used to someplace new to me. its only temporary until i find a space of my own, but apartment hunting has been proving to be more difficult than i thought

(i live in a city 5 hours away from my family and my parents and i dont have the best relationship, so i cant stay with them right now!)

im just so incredibly scared and nervous that i will be having panic attacks every night. thankfully his roommates that i know are very nice, but two of them got into a physical fight for the first time ever the other night and i keep asking my ex if he thinks they'll fight again and he tells me no, but im worried😭 i dont want to stay with them, but i have nowhere else to go :0( im hoping i can find my own place super soon

BUT anyway, im sorry for the long explanation!!! can anyone give me tips on how to cope? i know its only for the time being, and that i will get used to it. i keep trying to tell myself that i will be in no danger, and that its no different than sharing a bathroom at my parents place with my sister and mom. i would like any advice or support or anything!!! thank you😔❤️❤️❤️