but im kibda dumb, really. So im tripping, sure. but theres odds. so i either am in a dream or idk odds are, ir this all blows over. but i aint no fkn weirdo. just a weird time. sesshion close
would you have listened? so what changes? maybe its all i can do and just wing it and pretend or day dream. maybe i did my best, maybe i did well, maybe im a fkn genius maybe that wouldnt make sense.
not alot does. is that normal now? hope not. but theres my 2cents.
I know it’s not what I wanted but it’s what it is and I’m going to make the most of it. I’m going to see this as hard lessons and not take it with me or return to keep fighting. The only I can fix it is if I get better. I know that my perception changed a lot and a lot of things weren’t making it better. I’m really doing the sessions and still not disturb their peace. I’m going to do everything I said I was going to do and focus on work hobbies and friends. I won’t see them again and I no longer need closure. There always the day on between and I’m going to do what’s needed and grow up and let this go.