I taught myself lucid dream nearly every night. Anyone else?
Since I was little, I’ve had frequent nightmares about a range of things, from morbid realistic fears to irrational childish fantasies. Due to these night terrors, I learned very early to control the setting, plot, characters, dialogue, and actions of my dreams when I deem the storyline is getting out of control.
It started with simple awareness, along the lines of “that wall isn’t right, I’m dreaming,” or “that isn’t scientifically possible, this isn’t real.” Then I began to teach myself how to leave unpleasant dreams on command by forcing a wake-up. I’d blink as hard as I can in my dream, and eventually, my eyelids in real life would flutter, and I’d be awake. Finally was fine-tuning, as in fixing the scary aspects. Someone is dying? Nope, we all have superpowers and are safe and happy. Bad weather is coming? No, we’re all just working a pet store and decorating the habitats.
Years later, I have managed to keep the ability to lucid dream into adulthood, and I still dream vividly every night. Now dreaming is an escape, something I look forward to as if I were going to watch a play that I myself wrote the script for. If there’s a person I don’t like, they poof out of existence and are written over with something more pleasant.
I haven’t had any bad nightmares in a very long time, because I can control nearly every aspect of my dream except waking up.
I suspect this ability to control my dreams is related to the fact that I am bedridden, so I don’t see much of the outside world. Dreams are a vacation from the familiarly dull corners of my room.
I’m wondering if anyone else is also able to do so? I’d love to hear about other’s abilities in their dreams.