Venting
Tired af, I'm transitioning from junior role to mid level role. Not only I am lacking in knowledge, my last job also different path from the new one.
They expect me to know everything and sometime when I asked something to the seniors, they look annoyed and don't really fully answer my question. Not to mention sometime to solve some issue you need to find different people and some people don't really like doing it. I want to do the technical part not just go reach out multiple department just to get information and reach out users to solve their issue. Now just email reach out, meeting with users, meeting with higher up presenting..only little technical part.
When I go home, I need to study some of my jobs topics.. and sometime I'm too mentally tired just sit around my bed doom scrolling.. I have to take this to move up my career path and salary or I just stay stagnant.
Sometime I just want to stay as junior role forever but the salary man..fking life mann..hoping to retired already..or maybe be a farmer..