u/tortillaachip

I am debilitated by autistic traits that I forget to list or think of when I am asked what they are. I feel like my autism is invisible to me and like I'm either faking unknowingly or misled but I very much have autism there very much is autism. I have to be reminded of events to think of traits of mine. And I feel like an impostor because I'm not the textbook autism (everyone else is allowed to but I am Not because I am bad and evil!!!) but I very much am impeded by New Undiscovered Autism Symptoms Everyday. Also I'm not even sure that I don't have Textbook Autism?? Idk my symptoms because if it's not happening to me right now it doesn't exist and I am a FRAUD!!! Is anyone else autistic like this, I ask in the evil autism subreddit where people are evil autistic?

I'm at my dad's friends' house and not only did I experience a barrage of misogyny and overall fascism but I also got copiously misgendered. My pronouns are they/them in english but they have to be neos in french and people don't respect that. Got she/her'd and girl'ed and it's really wearing me out and making me feel like I'm trapped in my own body with no way out and the permanent reminder that my image is that of a woman. Brave knights please come to my aid!!

I remember from 2011-ish that I was watching a movie with my parents as a child, and it didn't seem like a scary movie, more like a comedy of some sort, I only remember the ending, which features a cut to black. In the void, some sort of either animal or human skull or mummy or zombie head slowly getting closer to the camera, proclaming in a raspy voice something like either "this isn't over yet" or "this is just the beginning". The details are a bit blurry because I was pretty small and I may have phased some of it out due to how much it scared me when I saw it.

I doubt it will be found, because I think it was a pretty obscure movie, but worth a shot!!

Due to having gotten off of T a while ago (because I could not outrun being bald and I pulled the plug before it claimed my hair fully), I'd like to apply min locally to my face (and perhaps hair). I was wondering, can you closely trim or shave minoxidil hair without it Dissapearing Forever? I've heard things like this with "permanent follicules" and such :/

Thanks!!