u/twofoldtwilight1

▲ 17 r/Proust

I'm writing a guide to In Search of Lost Time. Here's my first entry, for the first 6 or so pages (depending on edition). Think of it as something between summary and analysis.

I’ve read In Search of Lost Time on three separate occasions. I’ve read Swann’s Way 5 times. Now I’m reading the whole thing again and writing something between a response and summary on a weekly basis, covering maybe 12 pages at a time. My challenge is to make a guide and summary of the text but in a way that also includes my own feelings and thoughts. I believe a well-written summary can communicate some of the novel’s power and bring some underlying pieces to the surface as I begin some authentic analysis of its genius. Mostly, I hope it’s fun to write and read!

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Appropriately, Swann’s Way starts with the narrator out of place and time. It tells us not about a specific event in time but about a series of events merged as one (“For a long time…”). The narrator falls asleep accidentally and unwittingly. He believes he’s awake, experiencing reality, but he’s in his dreams, and his dreams are infected with the book he was reading when he fell asleep. This all occurs in the past, when he was a child (*edit, possibly not a child, as a reader pointed out, it's unclear, and probably unlikely that he's reading what he reads in the opening as a kid). He’s telling us this in retrospect. Fiction, dreams, and memory displace the present and the real. We’re in his mind, where we’ll be for the remaining million or so words.

For these opening pages, we stay in a diffuse moment. Nothing happens. He describes a habit. The phrase “I would” appears again and again, letting us know this happened frequently, that this is close to a nightly routine.

The narrator takes leaps of imagination. Distant sounds bring to mind far-away travelers. A light beneath the door is first the sun (“Oh, joy of joys it is morning.”), and then it’s extinguished. It was a gas lantern, put out by a servant going to bed. Rather than ending, the night is beginning. Like so much of the novel, the narrator’s confusion produces fears, hopes, and drama out of thin air.

He sleeps again and has anxious dreams. The narrator feels his uncle pull at curls the narrator cut off long ago. He finds a woman who, “just as Eve was created from a rib of Adam,” has been created in his dreams from some “strain in the position of my limbs.” Sometimes this dream woman resembles a real one, and, with his satisfaction incomplete, he decides to seek her out, “like people out on a journey to see with their own eyes some city that they have always longed to visit, and imagine that they can taste in reality what was charmed their fancy.” But the memory of this woman “would dissolve and vanish, until I had forgotten the maiden of my dreams.”

Unsatisfied desire. Unattainable love. A reality that can’t hold a candle to the dreams. It’s all here already.

In his dreams, the narrator goes on far away adventures, and when he wakes in different rooms, he has to “put together by degrees the component parts of my ego.” Even his own identity can shift beneath him. Even that must be composed. He must wonder: “perhaps the immobility of the things that surround us is forced upon them by our conviction that they are themselves, and not anything else, and by the immobility of our conceptions of them.” In his analysis of objects, we can see the future anxieties he’ll have about people.

In the dark room where he’s woken, he remembers rooms from the past. Maybe he’s recomposed himself. But when is this? Is he in his bedroom at his great-aunt’s house? Has Mamma only recently gone to bed? No, he is in Madame de Saint-Loup’s country home. Or is he? He’s not sure. For a few seconds, he is lost amidst the “shifting and confused gusts of memory.”

When he finally wakes fully, he reflects and thinks on the various places he’s known—Combray, Balbec, Paris, Doncieres, Venice, and more—and the many people he met.

The narrator remembers Combray and his room there and a gift he received, a magic lantern, which projects onto the walls an “impalpable iridescence, supernatural phenomena of many colours, in which legends were depicted, as on a shifting and transitory window.” The walls become a land of tales, but this only adds to his sorrows (his mind is fertile soil for sorrows, which sprout like crabgrass in spring). The room has been bearable only because it was stable, and though he loves stories and legends and fictions and fantasy, these projections have disturbed the room’s stability and the narrator already has enough instability to contend with: he has to recompose his own self when he wakes, after all, he loses tracks of dreams and reality, and time is easily placed out of joint.

In the span of a handful of dense, perambulating pages, the novel has established some primary concerns amidst confusion, dread, and dreams. Similes, metaphors, and metonyms abound. At certain times, they’re frightful and unwanted, and at other times they seem to be life’s animating source. Why must a distant train whistle be like “the note of a bird in a forest” and why must that bring to mind a traveler? Because to do otherwise would be to prune the world of the true reality, of the many layers and possibilities present in a dream woman, who can be Eve or a real woman or a city, or of those present in a streak of light, which can be the sun or a lamp. The “immobility” of these objects, their oneness and wholeness, is “forced upon them.” The novel’s figurative language and comparisons aren’t the work of an overly imaginative mind but rather the result of someone truly seeing the objects as their truly incomprehensible, uncircumscribable, fragmented selves.

It’s a perfect declaration for one of the great of imagination that mankind has ever produced. We’re in a world of abundance and pluripotentiality, where two things can be the same thing and neither can be only one thing. Appropriately, it is as if we, the readers, are emerging from a dream of our own.

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A note on translation:

I first read In Search of Lost time through the Modern Library editions, the Moncrieff translation revised by Kilmartin and Enright. I then reread the same translation. I then read the new Penguin editions. For this project, I’m reading the unrevised Moncrieff translations while simultaneously listening to the audiobook of that version (a practice known as Immersive Reading, which I enjoy and recommend). I have a sentimental attachment to the Moncrieff/Kilmartin/Enright, but I think that regardless of individual flaws, you can read any translation and love the books. I would recommend you pick one set, and when it’s time to reread (if you love these books, you’ll want to reread), you pick a different set.

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u/twofoldtwilight1 — 3 days ago

Cirie's path to victory goes through Joe

Cirie is vulnerable right now. There's no chance she wins a challenge. There's <50% that she wins at fire. What she needs is a challenge beast who will win the final challenge and take her with her, but only one person left might do that. What she needs is Joe.

Here's my thinking. Joe is an emotional player. Not in that he's bawling he's eyes out every episode, but that his emotions more than logic guide him (which is why I like him and think he adds good variety). He and Cirie (and lately he and Rizo) have had a soft alliance. I think he trusts Cirie, and Cirie has no reason to vote him out. He will especially trust her if she helps him vote out Devens in this coming tribal. This is the path I see...

At final 7, it's between Cirie and Devens, but people might fear Devens will find another idol, and he has a higher chance of winning a challenge than Cirie does. She gets Joe, herself, Tiffany, and one other to get him out.

At final 6, the biggest threats are Jonathan and Cirie. Again, Jonathan is a much bigger challenge threat, so others decide they'll get Cirie out at 5. They get him out.

At final 5, this is when it's trickiest, and maybe Cirie has found an idol at this point. I really don't know if she'll make it through this vote, but maybe Joe, herself, and Tiffany or something...

Then final 4, Joe wins the challenge. He takes her out of loyalty and respect.

I know this reads like fan fiction, but this just popped in my head at the gym, and I wanted to share it. I think this is her best chance.

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u/twofoldtwilight1 — 9 days ago

One of Cirie's Many Superpowers

Is her fearlessness. So many times people are worried about beating in final 3, they eliminate that person (who might be an ally), and then get taken out themselves before reaching final 3. Cirie knows that if she makes it to the final, no one is beating her, so she's playing an old-fashioned direct game. She has her strong allies and her weak allies (basically it seems like everyone) and then she's working to keep herself and her strong allies alive. She's not overthinking things.

Also, she's not trying to make big moves just to make big moves, which I think often annoys other players and can backfire with stupid risks. Do I think she'll make it to the finals? No...but she's already made it further than I would have thought given the target on her back.

Obviously not everyone can play like this. Many know they're weak, but they play out of fear and then end up not making it to the final anyway.

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u/twofoldtwilight1 — 12 days ago

Looking for a longform fiction substack

I'm making a longform fiction substack with weekly installments of what will be a very long narrative. I'm looking for similar substacks to read. I've seen ones that are publishign short stories, but what are good ones that are doing like a novel chapter by chapter?

Thank you!

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u/twofoldtwilight1 — 13 days ago

I saw three movies yesterday, all about different forms of art and our relationship to its creation.

The Christophers is maybe my favorite Soderbergh in a decade. It's small (like most of his movie have been lately), tight, and slightly sterile. The two leads are contrasts in age, race, gender, and character. One of them is a youngish black woman who's planning to forge the works of the older white man. I like movies about crime and lies and art, and this one works to ask the question: What does it take to make a great work of art? And why can't we always do it?

Mother Mary has the same actress as The Christophers: Michael Coel. Again it's a movie centering on two people. This time she's paired with Anne Hathaway. It's kind of a horror movie. It's about relationships necessary to create art, and about the damage you can't undo, which The Christophers is slightly about too (all 3 movies are a bit about the pain of losing someone). It's gorgeous. I'm a big David Lowery fan, and I'm still trying to wrap my heads around this. It shows art as collaboration, and it's about the power of female friendship. It reminds me of Zadie Smith's Swing Time, which I've never read.

Blue Heron. Best movie of the day and the of the year. It follows a young girl and her family as they deal with her trouble older brother. Then there's a jump and a turn and not quite a twist, and it becomes about memory and loss and the value of filmmaking. There are gorgeous shots and beautiful speeches. It brings to mind The Souvenir and Aftersun. It made me weep, and I think more people should watch it.

I'm curious if people think more indie films are about art and artmaking than they used to be. Obviously that's always been a big theme, but is it even more popular now?

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u/twofoldtwilight1 — 18 days ago
▲ 24 r/movies

I saw three movies yesterday, all about different forms of art and our relationship to its creation.

The Christophers is maybe my favorite Soderbergh in a decade. It's small (like most of his movie have been lately), tight, and slightly sterile. The two leads are contrasts in age, race, gender, and character. One of them is a youngish black woman who's planning to forge the works of the older white man. I like movies about crime and lies and art, and this one works to ask the question: What does it take to make a great work of art? And why can't we always do it?

Mother Mary has the same actress as The Christophers: Michael Coel. Again it's a movie centering on two people. This time she's paired with Anne Hathaway. It's kind of a horror movie. It's about relationships necessary to create art, and about the damage you can't undo, which The Christophers is slightly about too (all 3 movies are a bit about the pain of losing someone). It's gorgeous. I'm a big David Lowery fan, and I'm still trying to wrap my heads around this. It shows art as collaboration, and it's about the power of female friendship. It reminds me of Zadie Smith's Swing Time, which I've never read.

Blue Heron. Best movie of the day and the of the year. It follows a young girl and her family as they deal with her trouble older brother. Then there's a jump and a turn and not quite a twist, and it becomes about memory and loss and the value of filmmaking. There are gorgeous shots and beautiful speeches. It brings to mind The Souvenir and Aftersun. It made me weep, and I think more people should watch it.

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u/twofoldtwilight1 — 18 days ago

I was looking at the books I've read by year, and noticed that 2024 was pretty strong. Of the 10 books I read, I'd say 5 are worth reading and I'd recommend them to many people. These are the ones. I'd love to know other people's top 5 for the year, or a different recent year that they loved, and if anyone has noticed a trend between good and bad years.

  1. Rejection by Tony Tulathimutte

One of the darkest, funniest, most absurd books I’ve read. This collection of slightly interconnected stories will have you wondering why and how people go so crazy. There’s an article in Harpers about gooning, and many of this book’s character would fit in that world. It’s a great book in part because it doesn’t try to make you like anyone or try to make the world or people realistic. It’s not about a real person whose brain has been rotted by the internet. It’s about characters who are saturated in ugliness, who reflect back our own ugliness without adornment. It goes too far sometimes, and that’s part of the point.

  1. Reading Genesis by Marilynne Robinson

Really, you can’t get any more different from the last book to this book. Rejection is about the world’s ugliness, about the hate and self-loathing contiained in us all. Reading Genesis is, as the title suggests, a close reading of the first book of the Bible. Robinson writes with love and admiration for the world in the Bible, where every act, good or evil, serves an eternal and righteous purpose. She has almost boundless knowledge on the subject, and she offers sharp, original readings throughout. I’m a Marilynne Robinson stan, but trust me, this is worth every word.

  1. Intermezzo by Sally Rooney

Not Sally Rooney’s best (that would be Conversations with Friends), but maybe her most mature and interesting. The two brothers betray each other, fight, and judge, but I loved them both. Their romances are each complicated and tortured in their own ways. There’s something about romances in old novels (think Austen, Bronte, Flaubert) that Sally Rooney understands. That something is stakes and complications. The complications here are an age gap, a wounded woman, and another age gap. She’s reimagining how relationships might be if free of certain constrictions, and I’ll keep reading every book she comes out with. This one feels like the advancement of something new.

  1. All Fours by Miranda July

Insanely good sex scenes. Also one of the funniest, most tender books I’ve read. Again, there are age gaps. There are middle-age crises. There are aborted love affairs. There are frustrated grasps at orgasm. There’s a beautiful scene about dancing. A woman takes a road-trip and stops one hour outside her house, to hole up, pine, lie, and wonder. She is rediscovering her sexuality, and she is rediscovering her passions. I recommend to almost everyone I know.

  1. The Alphabetical Diaries by Sheila Heti

For a long time now, I’ve known I’ve had a crush on Sheila Heti, and this book only adds fuel to the flame. She took her diary from across decades, and instead of presenting excerpts in chronological order, she presents them in alphabetical order. You see patterns as one person comes up for multiple sentences when their name is starting the sentences. Certain anxieties might go on a little streak. I would wonder, which sentence was written first. I would creep up on a section and anticipate—sometimes correctly, sometimes not—a certain topic. Love, for instance, or writing. This isn’t for everybody, but everybody would benefit. It’s about the nature of language, of our minds, and of Sheila. One of the great pieces of literary art of this year.

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u/twofoldtwilight1 — 23 days ago

I'm writing it on substack, but want to show it to other places. Anyone have any ideas? Any good subreddits? I feel like what I've found is for posting full pieces. I saw some people post on here, but wasn't sure if that was allowed or not. Thank you!

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u/twofoldtwilight1 — 24 days ago