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I just finished Six Feet Under, and I honestly don’t know how to put into words how life changing it was for me.

I started watching it at the beginning of 2026, at a point in my life when I was at my absolute worst. I was struggling with thoughts of ending my life, and at the time, I had actually started planning to do it.

I remember searching for a show about death, and somehow I ended up finding Six Feet Under. I didn’t know it then, but starting that show would completely change the way I looked at death, grief, life, and even myself.

What affected me most was how the show never treated life as something simple or linear. Every character goes through their own highs and lows, their own mistakes, losses, relationships, changes, and different chapters of life. You watch them grow, fall apart, find themselves again, and sometimes become completely different people from who they were before.

And through all of that, death is always there. Not as something distant or abstract, but as a part of life itself.

Watching these characters experience so much love, heartbreak, regret, joy, loneliness, family, change, and loss; made me reconsider so many things I thought I understood. It made me realize how temporary everything is, but somehow, instead of making life feel meaningless, it made life feel more meaningful.

I started the show looking for something about death. I finished it with a completely different perspective on life.

I don’t think a show has ever affected me this deeply before. Six Feet Under found me at one of the darkest points of my life, and somehow, it gave me a different way of looking at being alive.

I’ll never forget that.

I’ve been really depressed lately for various reasons.
I have some mental issues (BPD and bipolar), and i broke up with my “lover” who turned out just manipulating me the whole time because they told me that they never saw me more than their best friend and that i was only delusional for thinking else way. Which was shocking for me and really unbearable bcz they are my first love and i really build my whole life around their company.
I really don’t know how to live without them.
For now i am soon moving out with my mom to a new city and imma start studying f la fac.
I could really use some advice guys, thanks.

Hi guys, i'm really sorry about this topic but i really need to vent here for one last time.

I'm 18F almost 19 and i have been dealing with suicidal thoughts since i was 10 years old. I spent all these 8 years trying to survive them and make a better person of myself, so i don't end up i hell.

I've struggled with depression and BPD and a yet undiagnosed mood disorder (which is most likely a Bipolar disorder).

I always tried to be strong and to believe in God and believing that all this suffering has a meaning and that God will help me and make everything better for me at some point.

But somehow things just kept getting worse and worse and i genuinely cannot take it anymore.

I don't see that any of this shit has a meaning and i don't want to live this way, i can't live this way.
I'm suffering each second.

I'm not looking for help, nor for advice or to be told that if i die i will go to hell and that God's mercy is bigger than everything.

I just want to rest from this life, permanently.
I'm really exhausted guys.

Hi guys, i know it’s probably unusual to have side effects after only two days of using Escitalopram.
But i’ve been eating 5mg of it for two days now and i feel unusually emotionally flat in a bad way not in the good way, like on the anxious side. (if you know what i mean)
And i’ve been sweating more than usual despite the weather not being so hot.

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Genuinely curious what people would do if they suddenly found out they only had two weeks left. No obligations, no work/school, just full freedom.

What would your actual day-to-day look like in those 2 weeks?

Since i was a kid, i’ve always felt strange about myself. It’s like i don’t fit in this body and life i’ve been given. Like my soul is old and tired, and not a kid’s young soul.

Later i started thinking that this life is just an illusion, but i tried to not think about it and get back to God and pray to feel relieved. And that I God will make things better and that life is just a test and i will go to heaven after i die, because i can’t suffer in life and also after death. But i never felt genuinely relieved, i just faked it.

The thoughts only grew and became deeper. At some point i got stripped off of all my beliefs and hopes, because of a big disappointment that made me lose meaning of this life. So it was only me and these thoughts. That God doesn’t actually exist, or that he might be the devil. The devil is the God of this universe.

Then i knew about Gnosticism and it made too much sense to me. Everything was accurate to what’s been on my mind for a long time. It felt right.

But I can’t heal and let go of what happened to me. I just want to u,n@Iiv€ myself.

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