Boyfriend issues
My boyfriend (22m) and I (18f) have been together for almost a year now. During that time we have been sexually active he was my first body. We do have sex quite often and it is unprotected sex. Which isn’t the best idea but he likes the feeling better without a condom. He does pull out every time. He usually pulls out a bit before he is about to cum and will usually stroke it or have me give him a blow job it just depends on where he wants to cum. He has had a few close calls where he has pulled out and came right away. But so far he was been really good at pulling out. He just usually joke about coming inside of me but wouldn’t as he doesn’t want to have kids until we are much older and have a steady income. Today when we were having the first two rounds he pulled out as usual. But the third round he just didn’t stop until he came inside of me. I’m not sure why he did this. After he finished in me he did clean me as usual and got me dressed. He took me to get a plan b and food and did apologize. He said he wasn’t sure why he did it and he just couldn’t stop this time. After we ate he took me home and now I’ve just been thinking since then. I’m a very stressed person and i know that this is going to worry me and consume my thoughts until i know I’m not pregnant. I know all this could have been avoided if I was just firm about wearing a condom. Knowing that also makes me feel sick because I’m not sure why I have been so dum this whole relationship.