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tl;dr i (M25) violated gf (F22) privacy and read her journal, found out she is emotional cheating.
Last week Friday i (M/25) had a suspect conversation with my GF (F/22) of 3years where she told me she dated with another guy while we were dating and before we were official. Also i saw a guy who texted her where she said that guy wanted her in the past. I asked if she sent him nudes in the past she said no. 1 day later i asked if she texted back, she said yes, she talked w him about our holiday (which was holiday 2 weeks ago).
On sunday i had a very bad and suspicious feeling that there are more lies. I did something bad and looked at her daily journal/diary while she was at work. There she wrote that she felt bad when i asked about her sending that dude nudes in the past and that she lied to me. Still she wrote him back few days ago.
Also, which is the biggest thing, she wrote something about a guy who works in the same shopping center as her... She wrote she doesn't know his name YET and always gets excited when she sees him. She wrote he finally started talking to her. She said "we both were excited and our taks were great and we already went on lunchtime 2 times together." "I didn't feel that way for a long time. I cant tell my bf about it yet as it's too early to say something."
I confronted her about it yesterday (without telling her i read her diary). I said i felt like the whole week was disconnection between us and if something is wrong. She told me the things she wanted me to change, like do more sports (I'm an attractive guy but lost quite muscle while in the relationship).
I asked if she met some new guy or why she is behaving like that. She said no, i said don't lie to me i can feel it. She said no again.
I said "on your mother be truthful", she waited few seconds, than started telling me she met a guy who asked her for dinner 6 months ago and says she just sees him as a mirror and that she is not interested in him and talked to our relationship about him (which she knows is boundary crossing). I told her she doesn't tell me the whole truth, she said she does, so i made her read thejournal entry.. she read her journal entry of said day AND LEFT HALF OUT.
I asked her if there was more, she said no while looking me dead serious in the eyes. She didn't know i know the whole truth and decided to lie to me badly while she had the chance to come clean. Also she said that feeling in her stomach she described as (uncomfortable) which sounds very gaslighting to me.
I asked about that guy and she said he is a real man and gave her different perspectives. I asked if she would date him, she said "no, too many redflag". I just wanted to hear a "no, i only wanna be with you". Fells like this is emotional cheating. Correct me if i'm wrong. Tonight i'm gonna talk to her and see if she comes clean and maybe give her another chance, or if she tries to keep her lies up and i will drop her on the spot.
Is that emotional cheating to you? Has this happened to you? How did it go?
Letzte Woche waren wir 10 Tage in einem Traumurlaub wolles wunderschön war. Gestern hat sie mir gebeichtet dass sie während der kennenlern-Phase noch wen andren gedatet hat, obwohl sie immer sagte da war niemand. Das darauffolgende Gespräch war auch sehr suspekt, deshalb habe ich heute (ich weiß das macht man nicht und ist ein Vertrauensbruch) in ihr Tagebuch geschaut. Und bei dem Eintrag von gestern hat es mir den Boden unter den Füßen weggezogen.
Drin steht soetwas von "ich habe einen Mr Phone Typ aus der Arbeit kennengelernt (leider kenn ich seinen Namen noch nicht) und habe mich den ganzen Tag schon auf ihn gefreut, hatte auch den ganzen Tag bauchkribbeln. Dann hat er mich endlich angsprochen und wir beide waren voll aufgeregt und waren auch schon 2 mal auf Pause. Ich kann es meinen Freund noch nicht sagen, gib mir ein Zeichen liebes Universum"
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