Spicy
I think of you in a ring of fire that connects past lives.
Every thought in creation floats in the air.
The spark of possibilities that enter me as you do without permission but also extraordinary invitations.
I see runes of hieroglyphics on your body marked by my tongue.
Or magic marker.
I keep seeing so many wonderful beautiful messages and letters empathizing and carrying understanding and love, including my own…. But today id like to be more straight forward for me… please UNDERSTAND me now…..
FUCK YOU, FUCK THEM, FUCK YOUR BULLSHIT, FUCK YOUR LIES, FUCK YOUR ALOOFNESS, FUCK YOUR JOKES YOU UTILIZED TO MOCK ME TO MY FACE WITHOUT ME UNDERSTANDING, FUCK YOUR FALSE SENSE OF CARE, FUCK YOUR LIES, FUCK YOUR STUPID WALK, FUCK YOUR STUPIDITY, FUCK YOUR SMART REARRANGED BRAIN, FUCK YOUR BREADCRUMBS… FUCK MUSIC FUCK ART FUCK YOUR TALENT FUCK THE MEMORY OF YOU AND I HOPE YOU GET FUCKED BY LIFE.
So thank you for your time, friendship (whatever that fucking means) good luck…. You’ll do great things. Hope nothing rips them away from you… if I don’t forget you soon I’m taking it the trees and water… get fucked and I hope all meaning during those moments stop appealing to you and you get erectile dysfunction. Good luck in your future endeavors.
Warm Regards,
Love Sara💋
I keep seeing so many wonderful beautiful messages and letters empathizing and carrying understanding and love, including my own…. But today id like to be more straight forward for me… please UNDERSTAND me now…..
FUCK YOU, FUCK THEM, FUCK YOUR BULLSHIT, FUCK YOUR LIES, FUCK YOUR ALOOFNESS, FUCK YOUR JOKES YOU UTILIZED TO MOCK ME TO MY FACE WITHOUT ME UNDERSTANDING, FUCK YOUR FALSE SENSE OF CARE, FUCK YOUR LIES, FUCK YOUR STUPID WALK, FUCK YOUR STUPIDITY, FUCK YOUR SMART REARRANGED BRAIN, FUCK YOUR BREADCRUMBS… FUCK MUSIC FUCK ART FUCK YOUR TALENT FUCK THE MEMORY OF YOU AND I HOPE YOU GET FUCKED BY LIFE RAW.
So thank you for your time, friendship (whatever that fucking means) good luck…. You’ll do great things. Hope nothing rips them away from you… if I don’t forget you soon I’m taking it the trees and water… get fucked and I hope all meaning during those moments stop appealing to you and you get erectile dysfunction. Good luck in your future endeavors.
Warm Regards,
Love Sara💋
The Truth.
You were one of my favorite chapters. I know we aren’t at that point anymore and I’m not someone you wish to know any more But, the fact that you were part of my story at some points means everything to me. That’s not something I take for granted. You weren’t something or someone I took for granted. I respected you, your mind and your ideas and your goofy laugh… The time it took to finally understand haunts me and I still don’t understand, but… I truly wanted to… I tried my absolute hardest to be smart enough to. I hope you find peace and comfort. I hope you find love and happiness. I hope you find the “one” that makes it all worth the pain of what is life. I hope my chapter in your story isn’t something that haunts you. I hope you live a life so wonderful you forget all the bad that happened to get there. To the girl that wins your heart and mind… you are one of the lucky ones. Please do not take him for granted. He deserves peace and to be valued. When he is grumpy smile and understand the silent wars he fights inside himself. When he is moody give him a sweet kiss and space, he’ll get past it. Be patient with his heart it’s locked up right. I wish I got that chance to hold it properly. Enjoy this life. You were meant to be enjoyed. Thank you. Sincerely, Sara.