Feeling lost in terms of how to get better/rank up (Plat)
Hello!
I am curious if anyone else has felt this feeling. But I feel lost, I am in coaching program, I watch educational content and I feel like I have a decent, not good, but decent understanding of how to play. But I still feel so powerless about my game states, and I am not going to blame my teammates I know I can carry these games.
My game plan will usually go like this.
I will usually path towards bot 99% of games, I will path top only if the enemy is ranged top. Majority of the time I will get the crab, and then like 20% of the time look for a gank, but usually, I will go contest the other crab as it feels more consistent. Then I will just full clear, while looking for gank opportunities, monitoring objective timers, making sure to be there at 2nd crab spawn. I will invade or gank if the enemy jungler does an objective I can't contest. The standard stuff. Play for your strong lanes.
However, the main issues I keep running into is 1. I will snowball and be strong, but we still lose every fight since I mainly play assassin likes so I can't engage and in team fights I can't seem to get a good angle. 2. I won't snowball, can't seem to get any ganks, and can't seem to find a way back into the game, I will still farm well, but the enemies just have more kill pressure and because of that way more map pressure as well.
It feels odd, because I will find ways to win games, that I should have no business winning, but other games that feel winnable or tough will end up feeling impossible.
I am not sure how to formulate my questions, but I just feel like I've hit a wall.