u/vwinterfawn

I thought I've grown out of my insecurity, finally gaining enough confidence to live normally now. However I was proven wrong once I stepped back into my dating life. I've had multiple crushes, some of them openly expressing their interest for me. But one thing ruins it- the second I see who they're friends with, especially girls, I lose feelings almost immediately. Not because I have some sort of toxic assumption about that person, but because their friends are so.. gorgeous. Most of the people I've had a crush on are friends with literal supermodels. Perfect face, perfect hair, perfect teeth, perfect everything. Because of that I became even more insecure. If someone as pretty as them could be just friends with my crush, how would a creature like me ever have a chance to be their girlfriend?? It's such a ridiculous thought, sometimes if I see a friend of my crush that is way too gorgeous, I start to feel so ashamed because I even thought of having a crush and fantasizing about a relationship with them when the obviously better options are right infront of them. So then, when I start to feel that way, I will slowly fade away, stop making jokes, and overall ignore them then just.. leave. Not because I hated them, but because I knew they could do better than me.

[SATIRE] it physically hurts me how jealous I get whenever i see people matching pfps.. like wow ok no one wants to match pfps with a chud like me u don't have to rub it in my face 😔 one day I'm gonna be one of them fr

I've been talking to this one guy, and he seems like a pretty awesome guy and I love to talk to him. I wouldn't say that I have a fat crush on him because it's not that easy for me to be smitten with someone. But I do feel myself slowly being drawn in by him. I mean, he's very handsome actually, and he's also pretty funny. However I'm always the one who has to make conversation first otherwise we just wouldn't talk. He doesn't sound annoyed when he talks to me, infact we kept the conversation going pretty well and ended it nicely too. But most of the time he just wouldn't be the one to text first. Now I know I shouldn't just expect someone to be the type of person to text first, but because of that I couldn't help wondering if he IS a person who texts first but he just doesn't do that with me because he hates me. Maybe he didn't even want to talk to me in the first place, he probably just wanted to be left alone. I don't know if I'm overthinking this. Should I just stop texting him if he doesn't text me first? 😭

I don't have any pets which makes me sad but I love seeing other people's pets. They absolutely make my day. Show off ur babies <3

This is more of a masculine trend but ngl I lowkey wanna mog too. I'm tired of having a baby face and round eyes, I'm a grown ah teenager I need to start mogmaxxing. For those who mog, any advice?