Unemployed and panicking - 20 years experience in QA
Got laid off after 7.5 years mid June along with few others due to some company restructuring.
Been doing QA for the last 20+ years with a heavy focus on feature (manual testing - UI and API) on SaaS, Enterprise on prem and even desktop software. Last 10+ years though have been SaaS products.
Most of those times, the QA teams were small and automation wasn't a priority up until maybe the last 1 or so?
The mantra for the team was, feature testing to make sure our customers don't have a bad experience. Automation would be secondary so recently. There were existing automated tests from before so refactoring and creating new tests wasn't so bad given I had examples to use.
When we started a new project, we decided to go with Playwright / Python and it was pretty good. I'm still no expert on the Python side but the Playwright docs are pretty good. When Github Copilot and Claude Code were cleared for enterprise use, I was able to crank out tests with the tooling which felt good but also, realized that's where the learning stopped.
Being the lone QA on a team probably doesn't help that.
In any event, I'm panicked. Anxiety is setting in with the job market the way it is. I feel like I'm experienced in all the wrong areas now. It seems most postings are all about automation mixed with "some" manual testing, exploratory testing, test case design, planning etc.
Ageism is creeping in for me, I worry about my family and haven't had an appetite since I got laid off. I'm losing weight, continued of lack of sleep and can't stop doom scrolling the job boards seeing that I'm not qualified anymore. Everyone that I worked with reached out and said that I was great, totally improved the quality and provided confidence that we could deploy everyday. Some said I outgrew the QA role on the team and don't understand how this could happen. There's also no more QA on that team.
Sadly, management didn't see it that way.
I was working remotely and resigned to the fact I would go back into an office locally, except there's only a handful left in this city.
I feel alone, trying to put on a brave face for my family but suffering here in silence. I'm frightened I won't be able to provide for my family since I'm the primary income earner.
I'm not even sure what the point of this post is, other than to get this out of my head and hope to lesson my anxiety.