terrified of having another manic episode
Aren't you terrified of having another manic episode? I think about it sometimes, like, I'm not feeling great right now (I'm depressed), but at least I'm not manic. I think that and I feel better, what a complacent idiot. But seriously, I'm scared to think that I'm going to have an episode, no matter what. How long has it been since you last had one?