So I yeah broke up, 2.5 year long distance, but its like he never existed. Its freaking me out. I'm not sad not angry it's like it never happened. I was emotional building up to breaking it off but now. Nothing. How do I even handle dating? Is a different part of me sad, is this one all business and heartless? It's very confusing
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So 33m gay, on the spectrum etc.
My personality keeps switching around people, used to do the same my whole life but way worse now and a very angry new one if I don't feel safe. Anyone else suffer with Ossd symptoms and narcissist abuse? Or is this autistic burnout? Or the constant fear? Its been 4 years, my brain still wants closure.
Also she's coming back to town and already spreading rumors. And it shouldnt upset me this bad, but I cant control myself.
We still work in the same theater circles. Problem is, one version doesn't care, but another wants to call her mother to come controll her 40 year old toddler. Another wants to cry and hide or punch her in the face.. And I have no idea who is going to show up should I see her.
The festival director I'm doing commission work for also has narcissist history and gaslighting behavior. They are friends. I just want to do my installation art, why does everyone have to be so cruel?
Based on a real life narcissist. Front and back.
Nsfw because eyes are nipply
My personality keeps switching around people, used to do the same but way worse now and a very angry new one if I don't feel safe. Anyone else suffer with Ossd symptoms and narcissist abuse?
Also she's back in town and already spreading rumors. We still work in the same theater circles. Problem is, one version doesn't care, but another wants to call her mother to come controll her 40 year old toddler. Another wants to cry and hide or punch her in the face.. And I have no idea who is going to show up should I see her.